June starts..

~i just realized that it's June 01, 2010 [which means we only have 1 more week of vacation]~
~this summer was one of the unforgettable summers of my life~
~it's my first summer as a member of CherriesZ~
~the first ever summer that i felt really sad leaving school~
~first summer where i met new friends [on Facebook and texting world]~


~sorry for this very short post~
~i just can't think of other words to type~
~i'm a bit blank today [and i don't know why]~

i'M Back!!!!!

wew!!!
been veeeeery busy this past week.
but i'm here to post again.
i'm not gonna narrate what happened to me [maybe on the next post]
i just wanna tell you that i'm soooo hungry.
i got sick yesterday.
now i've got tonsillitis.
hope i'll be fine
texting world is sooo quiet.
people don't have load [i guess]
no one's ol..
XDDD

i won't make this long anymore because my brother is making his way to the kitchen, and i have to prepare the food for our early lunch.
bye for now..

What the Hell??!!??

what does he think he's doing?
he's such a LOSER!!!
anong tingin niya sa amin?
TANGA????
how dare you do this to her?
now i'm really mad.
i hate you!!!
i always did and always will!

from the start, i never trusted you.
and now i proved that i was right.
WE were right about you.

i don't want to make this any longer.
i'll be ending this post by saying, "GO TO HELL"

My Phone's Back!!!!!!!

yey!
my phone's back!!!!
last night, my mom gave it back to me!!!

for those who missed me in the texting world, go text me now!
unli na q..XD

What if I'll say Goodbye too?

i've always been thinking about this for a while already.
what if i'll say goodbye to ____________.
like Klowie, i'm also confused.
last time i've been thinking of deleting of all the things related to _____________, but i can't.
i still can't, but i want to.
i don't know what to do.
i'm also confused.
maybe if i'll forget them, i'll be more focused to other things.
i can concentrate more on my studies.

aaaaahhhh.
i wanna shout.
i'm so confused.
it seems that i can't let them go.
haiiizt.
bahala na ah.

In times of confusion...

since yesterday, I wasn't feeling good about what's happening.
it's been 2 weeks [i think] that I haven't listened to any JPop song.
I was just listening to English and Korean songs.

today, I went back to my past addiction, HM and HSM [1, 2 & 3] songs.
those songs really made me feel better, and I felt that I was back to my old self.
i kept on listening to them over and over again.
i never got bored of them.
they never fail to make me smile.
i remembered some memories while listening to those songs.
[i also got to sing along with it :]

these are the songs which i listened today:
HANNAH MONTANA: THE MOVIE
1. The Climb
2. Hoedown Throwdown
3. Don't Walk Away
4. The Best of Both Worlds
5. Crazier

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL
1. Start of Something New
2. What I've Been Looking For
3. Breaking Free
4. We're All in this Together

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2
1. What Time is It?
2. You are the Music in Me
3. Gotta Go My Own Way
4. Everyday
5. All For One

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3
1. Now or Never
2. Right Here, Right Now
3. Just Wanna Be With You
4. Can I have This Dance?
5. Walk Away
6. Scream
7. High School Musical

these songs were the ones who made me feel better.

Park Yun Hwa!!!!!!!

The first time I saw this guy, I really found him so cute.
His voice is really soothing to the ears.
When I heard that he'll be leaving his group T-Max, I really got sad about it.
Being the youngest member of the group makes him really cute [for me].
Now that he's no longer part of the group, I think it would really make a difference.
I'll miss hearing his sweet voice on their songs.
For me, I still like him even if he's not in the group.

I wasn't really that fond of him, but this afternoon Klowie showed me some of their pics [T-Max] and his pics.
It really made me go crazy about him again and also to the group.
[since Klowie is also in love with its other member, Kim Joon]
I'm really happy that they're coming back, but the fact that Yun Hwa won't be with them anymore makes me a little sad and disappointed.
But it doesn't mean that I won't support them anymore.
I'll still support them especially the new members [they're kinda cute too :]

I'll look forward to a better T-Max, but I'd still want Yun Hwa to come back :[

i miss someone!!!!

i'm missing someone right now.
it's been 2 years since i last saw him.
awww...i miss him.
if only my cellphone wasn't confiscated, i would've texted him.
i really wanted to see him next week, but since he can't text me when and how we'll meet, we can't go.
i really wanted to talk to him.

haiiizt..
miss you, best!

3 consecutive nights of weird dreams :|

for 3 consecutive nights, i had weird dreams.
unexpected people are in my dreams.
the situations i'm in are really weird.

First Dream [thursday night]
1st part:
i was at the classroom with my classmates [st. catherine].
we were having our practical exam/test with our Music teacher.
then i fell asleep [or something i don't understand].
when i woke up, no one was there.
i went back to the classroom, there was none.
[in my dream, i also dreamed]

2nd part:
[the place was different. it was the Grade 6 classroom in my old school]
some of the CherriesZ were there [Liezl, Sab and Klowie] and also my old classmates.
i was first at the CR [i'm not sure if it was in the CR] then my friends surprised me because it was my birthday [?].
i was surprised then someone went out holding a bouquet of flowers.
it was Yuto Nakajima.
he greeted me and gave me the flowers then he said, "love you" [sana si Morimoto na lng yun]
i really forgot how i reacted at that.
we went inside the classroom and ate.
Yuto and i were talking and stuff.
i saw Sabrina sitting at the side [she's quiet, staring blankly at the floor].
then Yuto fell down and something [food] spilled on his shirt.
i, Liezl and the others came to him.
[i forgot the things that happened there]
[after a while..in my dream, the face changes. sometimes it will be Yuto then it will become my classmate]
[i'm confused with that dream]

END of the FIRST DREAM


Second Dream [friday night]
[this one is one of the weirdest]
1st part:
i was with my family.
we went somewhere.
we rode on a boat then we were like passing through a lake [it's not really clear].
it's like my mom was in the other side, my brother was in the other, and i was at the other.
i was sitting beside a teenage girl [maybe just 3-4 years older than me].
[i kinda forgot what else happened, so i'll skip]
we were about to come back to the "port."
something happened [the boat was shaking].
i felt something sharp on my foot.
then i saw a wound; it was bleeding.
i didn't mind it because i was going to check my mom and my brother.
then i saw the girl beside me [i don't know what happened to her].
she was like asking for help then she looked for her brother.
she was saying his name.
[i won't say the name]
[i realized that the name of the brother was the name of my textmate]
then a small kid went there and said that it was his sister.
[i got disappointed because it was a different guy who appeared in my dream :) ]

2nd part:
[it's like my mom and brother didn't care for me at that time]
we arrived at the "port."
my dad was there then i went to him.
[we rode on something, but i don't know what it is]
then i showed him my wound.
[there was no blood, just the scar]
[i forgot what happened next, so i'll end this dream here :]

END of SECOND DREAM


Third Dream [saturday night]
[it's kinda funny]
it was elections day.
i was waiting at the precinct.
my friend and his sister were there too.
we went in together.
when we were voting, they took out their sample ballot.
[i'm just so unprepared in that dream that i don't know who to vote :]
my friend was the first one to finish voting, but he didn't go out nor gave his ballot.
i was asking him who to vote.
on the other hand, his sister who was beside me, was sharing her sample ballot to her friend also.
[it was just like taking a test, and the teacher is not inside the classroom :]
we were really noisy that time, but no one scolded us.
i looked at the sample ballot my friend gave me, but i don't understand a thing.
i was really so slow in voting that it took me a long time.
he waited for me and told me who to vote or what to do.
[it's kinda funny how we were so noisy, yet no one got mad]

END of THIRD DREAM

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there you have it.
these are my dreams for the past 3 nights.
last night, i got no dream.
these dreams were really weird.
i'm still hoping for better dreams for the nights to come.
and i hope that the people i want to come out will come out.
this is all for now.
byee~

hope no one's missing in action!!!

well, today is a special day for one of my friends.
i can't tell you what occasion it is, but i'm sure it's special for her.
but since yesterday, someone is missing in action.
i hope that person isn't missing in action today.

if that person is missing then my friend will really be sad :(

patay talaga siya pag di xa nagparamdam sa kaibigan ko.
hindi naman ako ang magagalit kung hindi ang kaibigan ko.
sa tingin ko naman hindi niya makakalimutan ang araw na ito.

i know this is the exact date.
they are not wrong in making this date as a special day.

ay ambot na lang gd ah.
tani lng gd matext siya or matawag.

kabalo ko nga nagsige na lng to ug huwat ang usa.
luoya pud kung dili siya makatawag niya o makatext man lng.

hmm..
sorry guys, can't tell you what this post is really all about.
it must be kept as a secret :D

Kinda excited for tonight!!!

it's my uncle's birthday today.
my mom said that we'll be having dinner at their house tonight which means, i'll get to see my cousins again!
i'm quite excited seeing them again.
it's been a while since i saw them.
i think we're gonna have fun later.

Went out yesterday!!!

yesterday, my mom's high school classmate [together with his family] went to our house.
they came from Qatar.
their visit was really unexpected since they just called my mom minutes before they came.
they arrived at around 1:30 pm.
they were chitchatting [parents and my mom] while their children were playing around.
i was just sitting with them; listening and and just staring anywhere since i can't join them.
at around 2:00-2:30pm, my mom decided to go elsewhere with them.
she asked me if i want to go with them.
since i'm so bored, and my brother's not at home, i decided to go.

first, we went to Sagay City Garden.
we had some picture taking there.
i was breathing the fresh air and looking at the flowers [some of them are wilted because of the heat of the sun and lack of rainfall].
their children were playing, running around, taking pictures, etc.

after a while, i got sleepy while i was listening to my iPod.
the air is really nice, and it made me wanna lie down and sleep.
there was no place for me to sleep or lie down, so i just sat there.

second, we went to my mom's friend's house to pick her up.
she then joined us.
we went to Old Sagay where we visited the Museo sang Bata sa Negros.
we had picture takings there.
i was exploring some things there like the coral reefs, shells, fish, and other native materials.
there was a room full of toys [teddy bears, dolls, etc].
i even saw some stuffed toys like mine.
then we went to the room where we can see the equipments used by some native Filipinos.
there was a boxlike structure full of "bakya" or wooden sandals.
i tried to wear them, and i almost tripped.
it was harder to wear bakya than high-heeled sandals.

after we left Old Sagay, we bought some food and went back again to the garden.
we ate there.
my mom and her friends were talking.
i was kinda joining in their talk that time.

dinner came.
we ate at a nearby restaurant [which is owned by my former classmate's family].
i got to watch PBA on their TV [good thing my mom told the guy to change the channel].

after dinner, we went to our public plaza.
we picked up my brother who was at the tennis court.
my mom and their classmates were talking about their past and their other classmates/batchmates.
it was really funny listening to them.
my brother and i were just laughing.
then we decided to stroll around and climbed up the train [there is an old train in our park].
i was scared to climb up since i'm not good at it.
i tried to climb, but i wasn't able to come up and sit there like my brother.
after climbing up, we went back to where my mom is.

talking, laughing, and stuff.
until we went home at around 9:30 pm.

that was my afternoon/evening activities yesterday.
that was tiring, but i had fun.

I'm back again!!

after a week of not posting in my blog, i'm finally back!!!
i was just so lazy to post something here, so went on hiatus mode for a while.
i really have nothing to do here today, so here i am..XD
i really wanna go out somewhere where there is fresh air and nice view [dreamland perhaps..XD].

the scorching heat of the sun prevents me from going out.
whenever i go outside, i feel like i'm being roasted [exaggerated, ne?]

maybe i'll be posting some nonsense posts for this day since i've got nothing to do.
i think this post will end here.
byee~

Classes are approaching :)

... it's less than a month till the classes start ...
... i'm quite excited because i'm gonna see my friends again, but i don't want to meet the teachers ...
... other students say that teachers in 3rd and 4th years are strict ...
... i just hope we'll have a great Junior year ...

... i'm so excited to talk, laugh and be noisy again with the CherriesZ ...
... see you soon, guys ...

Happy Mother's Day!!!

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers in the world especially to my mom!

I may not be the best daughter, but I'm good y'know!
XD..

I love you!!!!

Happy BIRTHDAY YAMADA RYOSUKE!!!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY YAMADA!!!
GOD BLESS!

My Phone :((

Last night, [May 7, 2010] my mom confiscated my cellphone. I stayed up late while texting and watching television. My mom told me to sleep because it's late, but I said I'll still watch television. I was also texting my friends because we had some conflicts, and I want us to be okay before we sleep. Near midnight, my mom went out of the room. She saw me watching television. Although I wasn't holding my phone, she was very mad and took my phone.

I wasn't really expecting that to happen. I know she warned me about her confiscation of my phone, but I thought she would understand it. She didn't know that I had to settle things first.

I was really blank last night, so when she took my phone, I just went to the room and tried to sleep. I was just listening to my iPod, but I wasn't able to sleep. At around 2AM, I fell asleep.

It was my first time to have my phone confiscated. It was really boring since I can't go online because the internet connection failed. Good thing Sab called me and we talked about what happened last night, and we settled things that happened to us.

I just realized that having my phone confiscated is a good thing. I can have time for other stuff rather than just texting. I can also save money from not buying load. It's a month before classes start. I know I can do this. Living my summer life without my phone. I can do this! Good luck to me :)

... am bored ...

... waaahhh ...
... i'm bored now ...
... la lng ...
... post lng q di ah ...
... feel q lng pra may unod man di blog q ...
... am sleepy but don't want to sleep ...
... past 2 naman q bi nagsleep last night (i mean this morning) ...
... haiiizt ...
... la naman b ol ...
... t ako nlng di isa ...
... k na ah ...
my post ends here ...
... bored lng poh ...
... pasensya ...

... bye~ ...

Vote Wisely!!!

... less than a week before the National and Local Elections ...
... I posted this because I just want to tell everyone that every vote counts ...
... since I can't vote, I'm asking every registered voter to vote wisely ...
... let us choose a good leader to lead this country ...
... we wouldn't want to have another 6 years of suffering ...
... we should think on who to vote ...
... our future and the future of our country depends on this election ...

... let us not waste our vote ...
... let us do our job as Filipinos ...
... let's unite ...

MABUHAY ANG PILIPINAS!!!

Worried Much..:/

... here I am again ...
... worried about everything that's happening ...
... I know it's none of my freakin' business, but I can't help myself and mind about them ...
... I know they have their own decisions, and I don't want to decide for them ...
... I'm just so worried ...
... this isn't right ...
... for me, it's a waste of time ...
... you know what I'm talking about ...
... we're still young ...
... we can have a bunch of them when we get older ...
... I just hope you won't regret everything ...
... I can't do anything about it anymore since you've decide about it ...
... haizt ...

TO EVERYONE OUT THERE:
... use your freakin' heads and not your foolish hearts ...
... because most of the time our hearts lead us the wrong way ...

... byee~ ...