i am soooo back!!!!

it's been a week or 2 since i've posted stuff here :)
well, i just posted because i'm hyper :)))
you might wonder why my title is like that..
it's not because i'm back here, but because i'm back to the JUMP world.
yes, I AM BACK!!!!
not because i've gone KPop, (i didn't really like them that much..except their songs :)
it's just that the past few weeks/months, i was neither KPop nor JPop.
i dunno why, but i just felt like that before.
since JUMP No.1 is now out, i'm sooo back to the JUMP world.
and of course speaking of JUMP, i'm sooo back with my Reeyootahroh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<333333..
waaah...
i'm just sooo hyper since Klowie and Joanne just left a while ago.
wahahahaha...
the korean dude looked at them :))))
just imagine speaking in japanese while talking to a korean...XDDDD

i'mma post some random things here ;)
be back whenever!
bye~

Long Time NO Post!

hey, hey People~
long time no post!
i was just too busy and lazy to blog here, so I wasn't able to post here..
school was tiring, yet fun!
just had our first club meeting last Thursday!
all the members of CherriesZ are in one club!*yippee*

yesterday, we had a half-day class because of the PTA assembly..
had a very long phone conversation with Klowie *3-9 PM*
it was really fun talking to her about random things!

tonight is the PBB UNITE AT THE BIG NIGHT!
I'm gonna watch it!
with or without my mom!*lol*

I shall end this post now!
my brain's not working well..XD
bye~

First Week of School!!!

Hello, everyone!
I'm back after a week or so.
I wasn't able to post here because I always don't know what to post here :)
I won't make this long, so I'll start what I have to say.

Last Tuesday was our first day in school.
I was really excited, so I woke up early and went to school at 6:45 AM.
To my surprise, the high school building was so noisy and so crowded.
I looked for my friends then I looked for the list of our names, for me to know what section I belong.
When I found my name, I went to look for my classroom.
Some of my batchmates said that it's on the second floor, so I went there.
I looked for a seat, placed my bag and looked for my friends.
They were not at the same floor, so I asked some of our batchmates.
They said that they were downstairs.
I went down and looked for them.
I asked another batchmate, and she said they are upstairs.
I was really confused on where to go, so I went up again.
They weren't there.
I went down again.
Finally, I found them in one corner.
When they saw me, they shouted, and I also shouted..XD
We kept on talking to each other.
I almost lose my voice because we kept on shouting.

I really missed my CherriesZ!
Too bad we are not all classmates.
Mai and I are in one section, Haru and Yuna in another, and Yuki, Yuu and Ayumi in the other.
Well, at least I'm not alone.

The first week of school was quite busy since we already got tons of assignments plus the teachers are quite demanding [especially our adviser].
I know we can do this.
I can do this!
I'm really hoping for the best.

Until next post!
Bye~

What if I'll say Goodbye too?

i've always been thinking about this for a while already.
what if i'll say goodbye to ____________.
like Klowie, i'm also confused.
last time i've been thinking of deleting of all the things related to _____________, but i can't.
i still can't, but i want to.
i don't know what to do.
i'm also confused.
maybe if i'll forget them, i'll be more focused to other things.
i can concentrate more on my studies.

aaaaahhhh.
i wanna shout.
i'm so confused.
it seems that i can't let them go.
haiiizt.
bahala na ah.

Park Yun Hwa!!!!!!!

The first time I saw this guy, I really found him so cute.
His voice is really soothing to the ears.
When I heard that he'll be leaving his group T-Max, I really got sad about it.
Being the youngest member of the group makes him really cute [for me].
Now that he's no longer part of the group, I think it would really make a difference.
I'll miss hearing his sweet voice on their songs.
For me, I still like him even if he's not in the group.

I wasn't really that fond of him, but this afternoon Klowie showed me some of their pics [T-Max] and his pics.
It really made me go crazy about him again and also to the group.
[since Klowie is also in love with its other member, Kim Joon]
I'm really happy that they're coming back, but the fact that Yun Hwa won't be with them anymore makes me a little sad and disappointed.
But it doesn't mean that I won't support them anymore.
I'll still support them especially the new members [they're kinda cute too :]

I'll look forward to a better T-Max, but I'd still want Yun Hwa to come back :[

Classes are approaching :)

... it's less than a month till the classes start ...
... i'm quite excited because i'm gonna see my friends again, but i don't want to meet the teachers ...
... other students say that teachers in 3rd and 4th years are strict ...
... i just hope we'll have a great Junior year ...

... i'm so excited to talk, laugh and be noisy again with the CherriesZ ...
... see you soon, guys ...

BIPOLAR ATTACK~

.. am not feeling good today ..
.. i feel like i wanna cry ..
.. urgh ..
.. don't know what to do ..
.. i need someone to talk to ..
.. klowie is not yet online, and i bet she's feeling the same way too ..
.. sab also has her own problems ..
.. i think shaira's mad at me ..
.. just received a message from joanne that she is also having her bipolar attack ..
.. lj's not texting too ..
.. haizt ..
.. saan na lng ako lulugar ngayon? ..
.. just texted my best friend ..
.. hope he'll reply ..
.. i feel so alone and misplaced ..
.. where do i belong? ..
.. i just don't know now ..

Unforgettable Moments with my CherriesZ

For the whole school year I was with my CherriesZ, and I really miss those times together.
I'll have to check my memory meter and try to list down some moments with them.
Good luck to me!

1. Jill will always accept any food that Liezl will give her. TAKE NOTE: ANY!
2. I'm always the last one to finish eating during lunch, and Shaira's lines are: "May mas hinay pa cmu magkaon? Wala na!"
3. When I gave them chocolates, Jill's line was: "Butangan ko naman ni "from: Arianne, to: Jill...ipafreeze ko ni siya for 4 days."
4. When Jill and I took Liezl's brush and tried to act that we want to borrow it. We ended up hiding in the cubicle just to laugh.
5. When Klowie had to pass her journal to Ms. Bula, and Jill barred her on the corridor and said, "Miss, stop in the name of Love."
6. When Sabrina asks Ms. Dimzon if she knows Yuto, and Ms. Dimzon said yes. She kept on asking her everyday.
7. When Joanne always asks for my food during lunch.
8. When Joanne and I traded our food :)
9. When we inspect all the tables in the Lanai just to check the vandals.
10. When Jill sees something and get it.

My head is not really working.
I'll post other moments next time.
These are all for now.
Bye~

Things that I miss in School!!!!

I MISS SCHOOL!!!
I remembered once what I read (i forgot where i read it)
"School is when you long for summer, and summer is when we long for school"
Haiizt!
When there was school, I really hate it; but now, I want it back!!!

And so I listed the things that I would miss:

I will miss...

1. Waking up at 5:30 or 6 am and preparing everything in my bag in a rush :)
2. Wearing my uniform and I.D. XDDD
3. My all green stuff (backpack, plastic folder, lunch bag, water jug)
4. My classroom.
5. The first period subject--BIOLOGY!
6. Ms. Dimzon's "Benedicite"
7. Ms. Dimzon's corny jokes.
8. Ms. Dimzon's daily and weekly tests.
9. Flo at Lau discussions.
10. Ms. LP's nicknames to our classmates.
11. Ms. LP's shortcuts of names.
12. Ms. Reston's powerpoint presentations.
13. Ms. Reston's M.I.
14. Ms. Gatoc's plus points.
15. Ms. Gatoc's easy quizzes.
16. Mrs. Garay's "chafing dishes."
17. Mrs. Garay's stories.
18. Ms. Bula's complicated questions.
19. Ms. Bula's journal entries.
20. Eating in the cooking lab.
21. Talking at the Lanai while the others are cooking :)
22. Mrs. Quilantang's inspirational stories and informative information.
23. Mrs. Alarcon's Math formulas.
24. The green benches where we used to sit.
25. The missing trashcans.
26. Chesca's misspelled words.
27. Jennica's hair that I used to play with when I'm bored during the discussion.
28. Jay-Ann, Christine A., Jennica, Aleeza and Christia's asking of paper (every kind of paper).
29. Daye's sleeping session during discussion.
30. Anna's answers during English, Biology and CLE classes.
31. Irene's smiling face while answering the teachers' questions.
32. Aleeza's doodling on her seat using Elmer's glue.
33. Rose's brilliant answers to every question.
34. Bea's howling during Filipino class.
35. Nicole J.'s hand gestures when answering or explaining something in the class.
36. Ynna and Camille's sentences about Sushy.
37. Sushy's reaction when she hears her name in a sentence that her friends made.
38. Natalie, Chiara, Aleeza and Thea's designs for the bulletin board.
39. Angelique's smile when Ms. Bula calls her "45."
40. Franie and Leezo's song adaptations for M.I.
41. Danna's passing of small papers just to ask me something.
42. Jouise Cyl's asking if Shannin could ask or borrow something.
43. Shannin's reaction when I tell her she can ask or borrow something from me.
44. Dawn's male voice when she sang "Hawak Kamay" for our musical play.
45. Kim and Yen-yen's convincing powers to stop having the Star Section next school year.
46. Megan and Ysa's high scores in Biology NAT review.
47. Janine and Angela M.'s playing with rulers during Culinary Arts discussion.
48. Irene, Rose, Miren, Rachel and Aina's beautiful presentations.
49. Pilica's giving out of Noynoy Aquino stuff.
50. Amandeep's complaints when she's called to answer a question.
51. Jennine's empty wish list during Christmas Party that made me think hard on what to give her.
52. Monica's miscounting of the absentees every morning.
53. Annette's cute smile when she knows the answer to the question.
54. Alec's borrowing of my colored pencils whenever she feels like drawing.
55. Kaye's doodle whenever we are discussing at the Bio Lab.
56. Sean's eyes when she smile.
57. Janica's "Congratulations" and falling of her eye glasses.
58. Patty's reaction when she's tired of answering things.
59. Angela P.'s loud voice that awakens everyone when she's talking.
60. CherriesZ' laugh trips.
61. Klowie's notebook full of Japanese words and their translations.
62. Sabrina's craving for something and ends up buying water.
63. Jill's appetite.
64. Liezl's Rubi-like hair.
65. Joanne's blending when I'm singing.
66. Shaira's laugh when she thinks I'm already "pikon" with her jokes.
67. The cat named "Bio."
68. The exam papers.
69. The tons of quiz or long test everyday.
70. The loud talking before the Morning Praise and Flag Ceremony started.

I've got a lot of things to miss about school especially my sophomore year.
I'll miss my section II-St. Catherine. I can't list everything here now, so I'll end it up here.
I hope you had a view of what kind of school year was 2009-2010 for me.
This is all for now.
Bye~

New Story!!!

NEW STORY!!!!!
Yes! I've made a new story.
I know I haven't finished my two stories, but I made a new one.
The title is Jump then Fall.
I was listening to Taylor Swift's song when I was thinking of a title.
It has 5 characters only.
So, it's not that complicated like my other stories.
The characters are Aia, Ryutaro, Karam, Chinen and Riko.
The story is kinda weird, but I like it.
As of now, only Klowie is reading it.
I'm still in Chapter 2.
I'm planning of having 10 chapters only.
I promised myself that I won't drag this story anymore.
I'm thinking of posting it here or not.
I'm ashamed to post it here.
I'll still think about that.

This is all for now.
I hope I could finish the story within the month, so that I can continue my old stories.
I don't want to disappoint my friends.
Bye for now!

What should I do?

Right now, I'm in a situation where in I don't know what to do.
A lot of things had happened and will still happen.
Sometimes, I just don't know how to handle things anymore.
Someone would text me that she's not in a good mood; next thing I know, I'm also not in the good mood.
I know that a secret can ruin everything.
Everything including FRIENDSHIP.
But what can I do?
It's not my secret, but now I'm hiding it also.
Someone asked me not to tell anyone about it.
I don't want to lie by saying such things as "I don't know," but I really don't think I'm the right
person to tell them.
I don't have the right to spill things out.
I still don't get the reason why I can't say it, but I'm sure that it can start another conflict between us.
I just hope that if ever they would know this, they would understand why we have to do hide it.
Now, she's mad.
I can't blame her for that.
I don't want to break her trust.
So, I'm still not saying it.
Unless she gives me permission.
I just don't know maybe at this time, they already know.
I know that no secret can't be revealed.
Please understand.
I don't want our friendship to be broken because of a secret.
I know we promised that we should not hide any secret from each other, but please understand that some secrets are really meant to be hidden.
I know the right time will come and you'll know about this.
I know it's hard for you because you don't it, but it's harder for me.

I'm really sorry.
I hope you would understand me.

My Stories in Line

Every night, I'm really thinking of updating my stories, but every time I'm
about to grab a pen and write, I feel so lazy.
Am I really that lazy, or I really just don't feel like writing?
I really hate it when I don't finish my stories.
Before the sophomore year ended, my friends told me to finish all
my stories during summer, so that when June comes, they can all read them.
I've got 2 stories in line and now I really want to write a new one.
I really don't know why, but every time I'm already writing my story,
new idea/plot of the story comes in, and I tell myself, "Why didn't I think of that?";
"I like it better than this one"; "Oh man, I'm already at the 3rd chapter of my story."
The next day when I go to school and tell my friends about my story,
they would eagerly read it and sometimes get carried away.
And I really thanked them for liking my stories
(even if sometimes I missed out some words, and they correct me).
I don't want to disappoint them by not finishing even just one story.
I remembered it when I told them that I won't continue my story because I'm lazy
to write it, and I don't want to drag it for too long (I'm a story dragger).
Their reactions were like, "NO!Please continue it. It's okay if you drag it. Just drag it";
and I was like, "O-kay, but I hate dragging the story; and I'm busy."
I stopped updating my story for like 1-2 months and one night, I just felt
like writing a continuation.
The next day, I let them read it and they were like, "Continue it. Continue it. Continue it."
And I was like, "Hey! Don't pressure me."

I really want to finish these stories so that I can start a new one (or two).
I'm just gonna rush the story (but not so rush).
I don't want it to reach a hundred chapters.XDD.

So I guess, I better get going.
I just need to brainstorm and WRITE!

GOOD LUCK TO ME~

Miss you all like crazy...:P

It's still the second week of summer, but I really miss you guys.
I know we've been chatting in YM and texting, but I still want to see you all.
It's not everyday that I would have the chance to chat with all of you.
That's why I all always have load, so that I could always text.
I also understand that not all of us have load :)).
And FYI, I have a lot of debt to my yaya.
But anyways, I'm looking forward to seeing you during the cards out on April 13.
If ever I won't be seeing you then I'll just wait until June 8 to see all of you.
Guys, I really missed you all.
Love you all.