Perhaps, one of the most painful things had happened to us yesterday. If you think we took sides, okay, I'll admit I took one side. It's not because I just want to do it or because I hate you. It's because you also did something wrong, and I didn't like it when you told other people about it, and they think it was all our fault or what. We misunderstood you? I don't know what made you think that way, but all we know was WE'VE BEEN UNDERSTANDING YOU FOR SO LONG NOW. We can't say or do things that we want to say or do because WE ARE THINKING ABOUT HOW YOU'D FEEL. It wasn't our intention to be 'against you' but it turned out to be something like that. I know you won't believe me if I say that we weren't against you. We were just so tired. You said you've been understanding us for a million times. I'm sorry, but I don't know specifically when.
You were my first close friend when I moved to our school. It saddens me whenever I think about our memories together, but I'm happy because I found new friends because of you. If you think you're alone now, THINK TWICE. You just lost some members of your group, but not your friends. I'm still your friend, but don't expect me to act normally next week when we see each other.
Last night I was mad at you, but now I don't know if I'm still mad. All I know is that I'm still not ready to talk to you 'normally'. I might ignore you and I'll be sorry for that. You said that you've wasted your time, your tears and such, right? If you really did those things for us, you wouldn't think that you've wasted them.
The pain is still here. We all do feel that pain now. You know I also tried to save the CherriesZ. You are saying that you've shed more tears than us when we had problems. Let me tell you this now: IT'S NOT ABOUT HOW MANY LITERS OF TEARS YOU'VE SHED, IT'S ABOUT HOW YOU HANDLED EVERYTHING. Okay, crying is your way of letting everything out, but it won't solve anything.
CherriesZ:
It's not because I quit, I won't be your friend anymore. Well, if you don't consider me one now, it's really up to you. Aia is still alive. It's just that I'm not one of you anymore. You can still cry on my shoulder or talk to me when you need me. Besides, I'm still a JUMPer. I'll still be me (just without the label of being a Cherry).
You were my first close friend when I moved to our school. It saddens me whenever I think about our memories together, but I'm happy because I found new friends because of you. If you think you're alone now, THINK TWICE. You just lost some members of your group, but not your friends. I'm still your friend, but don't expect me to act normally next week when we see each other.
Last night I was mad at you, but now I don't know if I'm still mad. All I know is that I'm still not ready to talk to you 'normally'. I might ignore you and I'll be sorry for that. You said that you've wasted your time, your tears and such, right? If you really did those things for us, you wouldn't think that you've wasted them.
The pain is still here. We all do feel that pain now. You know I also tried to save the CherriesZ. You are saying that you've shed more tears than us when we had problems. Let me tell you this now: IT'S NOT ABOUT HOW MANY LITERS OF TEARS YOU'VE SHED, IT'S ABOUT HOW YOU HANDLED EVERYTHING. Okay, crying is your way of letting everything out, but it won't solve anything.
CherriesZ:
It's not because I quit, I won't be your friend anymore. Well, if you don't consider me one now, it's really up to you. Aia is still alive. It's just that I'm not one of you anymore. You can still cry on my shoulder or talk to me when you need me. Besides, I'm still a JUMPer. I'll still be me (just without the label of being a Cherry).
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