Things had been said and done.

Perhaps, one of the most painful things had happened to us yesterday. If you think we took sides, okay, I'll admit I took one side. It's not because I just want to do it or because I hate you. It's because you also did something wrong, and I didn't like it when you told other people about it, and they think it was all our fault or what. We misunderstood you? I don't know what made you think that way, but all we know was WE'VE BEEN UNDERSTANDING YOU FOR SO LONG NOW. We can't say or do things that we want to say or do because WE ARE THINKING ABOUT HOW YOU'D FEEL. It wasn't our intention to be 'against you' but it turned out to be something like that. I know you won't believe me if I say that we weren't against you. We were just so tired. You said you've been understanding us for a million times. I'm sorry, but I don't know specifically when.

You were my first close friend when I moved to our school. It saddens me whenever I think about our memories together, but I'm happy because I found new friends because of you. If you think you're alone now, THINK TWICE. You just lost some members of your group, but not your friends. I'm still your friend, but don't expect me to act normally next week when we see each other.

Last night I was mad at you, but now I don't know if I'm still mad. All I know is that I'm still not ready to talk to you 'normally'. I might ignore you and I'll be sorry for that. You said that you've wasted your time, your tears and such, right? If you really did those things for us, you wouldn't think that you've wasted them.

The pain is still here. We all do feel that pain now. You know I also tried to save the CherriesZ. You are saying that you've shed more tears than us when we had problems. Let me tell you this now: IT'S NOT ABOUT HOW MANY LITERS OF TEARS YOU'VE SHED, IT'S ABOUT HOW YOU HANDLED EVERYTHING. Okay, crying is your way of letting everything out, but it won't solve anything.

CherriesZ:
It's not because I quit, I won't be your friend anymore. Well, if you don't consider me one now, it's really up to you. Aia is still alive. It's just that I'm not one of you anymore. You can still cry on my shoulder or talk to me when you need me. Besides, I'm still a JUMPer. I'll still be me (just without the label of being a Cherry).

Wee~

hey people..another post from one and only me..XDDDD..
wee~..am just bored..XDDDD..
yey! Araw ng Lahi tomorrow..
no class on Monday..XD..
forgive me...I'M JUST BORED...XD..
this boredom and post should come to an end..*for now*..XD..
Bye~

An Event That Changed EVERYTHING For Us

I think you all know what happened yesterday. The hostage dramat at the Quirino Grandstand made a great impact not just to us Filipinos but also to the world. A lot of people made bad comments about the Philippines. This has been the hottest topic at the moment. A lot of posts in the internet especially in the social networking sites like Facebook and Twitter. 'Quirino Grandstand', 'Rolando Mendoza', 'Filipinos', 'Philippine' and 'Hostage taker' were just some of the 'Trending Topics' on Twitter.

As a Filipino, I'm hurt whenever I hear or see those things posted on the net. I don't think that they should hate all of us because it's not all of us who made that mistake, but as the favorite teachers' saying, 'Mistake of one, mistake of all' they generalize all of us. We are not Rolando Mendoza. We weren't the ones who hostaged those people. It just so happened that we are also Filipinos.

When I first heard of the news, I told myself, "What a shame for Filipinos. How would other nations think about us?" I was a mad and a bit disappointed of what happened. I was a bit ashamed to be a Filipino, but then I realized it's wrong for me to say that. I'm still Filipino. I am a Filipino. No matter what I do, I'm still a Filipino. Now that most of the people think that we live in a dangerous nation, who would defend our country if all of us will turn our backs?

Instead of saying, "I want to go out of the country"; "I hate being Filipino" or "I'll change my nationality" *blahblah* why don't we just pray for everything to be okay *though it's really hard for things to be okay now*

I'm not criticizing those Filipinos who are ashamed of being Filipino or whatsoever, but I'm just voicing out what I think. We are entitled of our own opinions, and I do respect all of your opinions. Please do respect mine.

God will always be there for us. Maybe he has better plans for our country. Let's just continue to pray for his guidance.

Oh my Gosh...

Oh my gosh!!!
It's been 2 weeks since my birthday, and I totally forgot to post something about it, so...
Here I am right now..*trying to think what to post about it*
Well, I just thank God for giving me another year to live my life with my family, friends and everyone.
I really didn't have that 'bonggacious' party, but I just celebrated it with my family.
Unfortunately, it landed on our first day of exams T~T
I was a bit frustrated because it was the first time that my birthday landed on an exam day.
Anyhow, I still enjoyed it.
I was just 'bitin' because we just had half-day class that day, so I really didn't get to spend it with my friends.

I think this is all I'll post for my birthday.
BTW, I'm 15 *sooo?*
3 more years, and I'll be legal..XD
Until here..Bye~

Just blogging ^ ..^

. uhmm . uhmm .
*okay, fine I'll speak!*
I'm currently here at the library *specifically the internet section*
I was supposed to do my assignments, but I'm too lazy to do them .
Sorry for this stupid and nonsensical blog post .
I'm going to end this here, so BYE~

Intrams 2010 Pics :)

Intramurals 2010

Last August 19-20 we had our Intramurals. We had our Cheerdance first thing in the morning. We were the last performers, so we waited for almost an hour. When we had our turn, we promised ourselves that we'd do our very best; and we would shout until we lose our voices (for the cheers). After the Cheerdance, we had the different sports. Since Joanne and Shaira are joining volleyball, we watched their game. We (especially me) shouted as if there's no tomorrow (of course to cheer.XD). Until the next day we were still shouting and cheering for our beloved Juniors. Sad to say, we didn't beat the Seniors in the Class Spirit Award (duh..Seniors always win that). Overall, we were in 2nd place.

Though we didn't emerge as the champions, we enjoyed the 2 days of fun. Here is the link of our Cheerdance: (tnx LJ for sharing the link with me)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4oqAelaaMck

Looooooong time Noooooooo post!

hey, people!!!! sorry for not posting..i was just really busy, and i got a little lazy to post..XD..weeh..a lot of things have happened in the past few weeks..XD..my birthday, our Intrams..some silly misunderstandings..XD..i'll have to tell you all about them in my next posts..for now, i have to go because my mom might get mad at me..XDDD..

i'll post tomorrow!!!!!!

bye~

MAiS!!!

am here again :) sorry for the disturbance...XD...am just so hyper..XD..because of that i got a new name...and that is MAIS..XD..it was given to me by Shaira..XD..idk why, but i love it...XD...inabno naman ni akon..XD..hyper lng gd b..

it's really a record for me cause i wasn't annoyed while Shaira was teasing me..XD..abnormal gd q subong ia..XD..and yeah..this will be my last post before i go back to Bacolod..maybe i can post something later, but i doubt it since i have to study for my 2 LTs tomorrow..XDDD..i so love this day..XD..

sorry for this nonsense post..i just wanted to post..anyway..it's my blog..right???..it's just up to you if you'll read this..indi ko man kamu ia piliton..XD..

so..yeah..this'll end here...bye~

not-so saved by the bell!

so yeah..i'm back for another "school-ish" post..here's my story..

last week we were assigned to report on agencies/organizations involved in mental illness..the teacher had to draw lots..i wasn't picked, so the teacher said that we need to report this week..we were asked to bring/present some visuals (e.g powerpoint presentation and pictures)..i prepared some pictures for my report, and i also made a powerpoint presentation for it..i waited patiently for my name to be called..my seatmate and i talked about how unlucky we were because our names were not yet called..a lot of reporters had reported, but still our names weren't called..it was 10 minutes before the end of our period..my name was called..the teacher told me to prepare..somehow i felt relieved because i will be reporting in a while..one of my classmates was still reporting, so i waited for her to finish..just as she was done with her report, the music played *5 minutes before the end of the period, music is being played over the PA to signal the end of the period* the teacher said that i was saved by the bell, but i was like, "wth???my name was called na gni..then nagbell pa..???"

okay, so i wasn't able to report..although i didn't get zero because the teacher won't include that in computing my grades..XD..but i felt like my efforts were put to waste..:(

this is all for now..i really have to go na gd ia..XD..bye..XD