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I'm Arianne Marie Javier. I'm 15. I love the color pink so much. I like surfing the net, watching television and listening to music. I love to eat (but tries to eat less now :) ). I love the JPop group Hey! Say! JUMP. I'm in love and married to Ryutaro Morimoto (of course in my dreams); I'm dating Keito Okamoto (still in my dreams); I hang out with Kim Bum, Park Yun Hwa and Yuma Nakayama (in Dreamland!); I make movies with Logan Lerman, and I make music with Justin Bieber (all in my dreams). Sorry for a very imaginative introduction. I'll end this here. See yah around. XD

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Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Don't know what to feel about them....

O-kay...something happened this lunch time...
Don't know what to call it...
Was it a conference or something???
Never mind it...
But I really felt bad about what happened...
They talked to us and they left us...
I didn't know why they did that...
Were they pissed off by us?
Maybe yes...
Because we weren't saying anything?
Was that the problem?
These are the questions that ran into my mind the moment they left us...
I wanted to be happy but I know I can't...
I don't understand every single thing that is happening to us right now...
No matter how I try to be happy, to laugh...
I really can't...
I don't want to feel bad about them but I can't help it...

I'm out of words right now...
Don't know what to say anymore...
I just want to express what I'm feeling right now...
With all the school works and this problems....
I'm not feeling well....
It's hard for me to be on the mood again...
I maybe happy or I may laugh but deep down....it's hurting...
Can't smile without feeling the pain inside...

Tomorrow is our monthsarry and I don't think I'm in the mood to celebrate....
I hope my friends would understand me...
Things changed...
People changed...

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