Goodbye February

it's the last day of February...
tomorrow it's March...
how time flies..
the whole month of February was the most depressing month for me...
a lot of things have happened...
I don't know where to start...
I had a lot of sleepless nights with teary eyes...
last night was the last night I'll cry for the month of Feb..
after crying, I realized...it won't bring back the time...
but it was good that I cried because I had an outlet for all my emotions...
life must go on as they say...
but I still don't know how to start again...
seems like I'm stuck in the past...
still hoping everything will be back to normal like it used to be...
as the days go by...
I'm slowly trying to accept that everything has changed and that no matter how I cry or how I wish things would be normal...it's just no use...
I know things will get better in time...
but I'm not sure when will that be...
I still need time to accept everything that's happening right now...
though my mind is saying that I already accepted it...
my heart would say otherwise....

hoping for better things to come this month of March...