I've made my Decision

I've made my decision.
I've made up my mind.
I'm not saying "yes" to him.
I'll stick to being his best friend and nothing more.
This is not the right time for it.
I don't want to lie to my parents.
I'm not gonna break their trust.
I'm not gonna break the friendship.
I'll concentrate to my studies.
I'll be a good role model to my younger cousins/siblings.
I know this could wait.
If he could wait then it's good, but if not then it's okay.
For now, I just want to stay friends with him.
I'm not gonna say that I don't have feelings for him, but I just don't want any relationship.
I might hurt him, but I just have to do this for our own good.
I know this thing wouldn't do anything good at this point of time.
I hope things will get better after this decision.
For now, I haven't told him yet.
My decision is final.
I know I made the right decision.
The BEST decision.

I'm happy that I've learned how to control my feelings and fight the temptation.
It's hard, but I made it.
I'm happy with my family and friends.