Love or Friendship???

Last Friday was one of the i-was-happy-but-then-sad-and-scared-and-confused days of my life.
Now, it's Monday.
I'm so confused.
Since last Friday, I was really confused.
I don't know what to do.
Will I sacrifice the friendship for a new chapter?
Should I go for it though I know it would just ruin everything?
I don't want to hurt anyone.
I don't want my conscience to bother me every night when I go to sleep.
But somehow, I don't want to lose the one I love.
I still don't know what to do.
My friends tell me that if I really love him then I should go for it, but I don't want to lie.
They say that if I don't go for it, my heart won't let me sleep.
I'm now even more confused.
My heart and my mind are debating.
My values and my feelings are arguing.
What will I do?
What shall I do?
I don't want to rush everything.
I don't want things to happen when I'm not yet prepared.
I know the feeling is good, but the outcome might not be as good as it is.
I feel like I'm in the middle of Good and Bad.
Loving someone is not bad.
But loving at the wrong time sounds not good.
I want to make a final decision.
A decision that would benefit not just me, but also him.
A decision that is good not just for me, but for the both of us.

HELP!!!