Let's Call it a DAY!!!

Yesterday, November 12, we had our Recollection. During the activities, I had a lot of fun, and I learned a lot of things. I had a different feeling yesterday. It's like God wants to tell me something. I was able to do a 'self-checkup' on who I really was and how have I been. After the recollection, I felt that I was a new person. I wanna start everything fresh. I want to be a better person. I was really happy to end the day right.

Part two of that day is that we have our cards out. Since we weren't in the school, our adviser has brought our cards with her in the Recollection. After the mass, we nervously and impatiently waited for our cards to be distributed. We went up the bus and anxiously talked about the possible outcome of our grades. I was really nervous, but when I saw the "H3" in my card, I WAS REALLY RELIEVED AND HAPPY!!! I was like, "I LOVE IT!!!!" When I went through my grades, I didn't decrease in any of my subjects. It's either I maintained my grade or it increased. XDDDDDD.

I was very thankful to God for giving me a GREAT DAY!!! An opportunity to be with him, and a good result to thank him for. XDDDD.

The EMPTY Blog!

Hey, people!!! As you can see, my blog is still EMPTY!!!^^. Yes, EMPTY!!!
I still don't have the time and the right 'creativity' to do this blog of mine.
I still don't know when can I start beautifying this since I'm lazy and busy. XD.
Maybe I'll just post some stuffs here, but I won't really arrange the things here in my blog. XDDDD

Blog Under Repair

This blog will be under construction for a while. I might be doing some experimentation here. :) I don't know when will I finish renovating this blog since I'm not really good at it, and I'm quite busy. XD.
Thanks~

Efforts Paid Off~

Whew! Everything was paid off. 2 weeks ago, our club moderator told us that we will be presenting a Masskara dance. (Masskara is the famous festival here in Bacolod) She said she'll just give us 2 weeks to prepare. We were very busy, and 2 weeks is not enough. We just started practicing last Friday and continued yesterday. We were really cramming since we have a lot of long tests, and exams are approaching. We tried our best to do something about the dance. We didn't finish the whole track since it's 6 minutes long. We made really simple dance steps, so that our groupmates who didn't practice with us can easily catch up.

Performance day. This afternoon, we performed in front of our moderator and clubmates. We were the last group to perform. We saw that other groups didn't prepare for it, so we thought that we were the only group who took it seriously. (Who wouldn't take a 50-point dance presentation seriously?) When we performed, I was really nervous because my mask was moving up whenever I smile. After the presentation, our moderator told us our scores. She said that she liked our group the most because we were kind of prepared. She gave me a 45 over 50, but I have plus 5 because of my mask which makes it 50 over 50 (yey!!!) All of my groupmates got good grades.

Our efforts were paid off. Finally, it's over!

Hyper Everyday!

Guys, I'm so sorry for not updating this blog for almost a month. I have been very busy at school, and I'm lazy to post here. Just wanna tell you that I'm really hyper everyday! Though it's very stressful, I still manage to laugh out loud. Every time I step into the classroom, I feel so hyped-up especially when I talk to my seatmates. XDDD. Making fun out of stuff. And oh, one more person who made me hyper-- Justin Bieber. I was not really into him before, but now I just liked him. With the influence of both my seatmates, I became a BELIEBER. XD. Now, I'm both a JUMPer and a BELIEBER! I suddenly got the BIEBER FEVER. XD. Am I that weird?

I can't afford to be pissed with school and stuff everyday. I mean, there are a lot of things to be happy about. XD. If there's a 'need' to be stressed or pissed then I'll be pissed or stressed. Okay, let's not talk about that. My title says, "Hyper Everyday," so I should just talk about hyper-related stuff. Hanging out with random people are good (for me). Haha.

I hope this being hyper continues until the end of the school year. XD. This is all for now. I'm sleepy and lazy. Bye~

[happy. to. be. a. BELIEBER. and. a. JUMPer]

Busy :|

It's just the second quarter of the school year, but it's really busy. This week we had 3 long tests (Math, Filipino, and English). We have projects and outputs piled up. I don't know which one to prioritize or do first. I have a declamation piece to memorize which will be presented on Monday O.O, tons of food wrappers to be cut which will be needed on Monday, a project-ish in Filipino to be edited tomorrow and to be printed on Monday, a long test in World History (Wednesday), a presentation in English (Tuesday), a skit presentation (project) in World History (2 weeks from now) and a project in Health to be passed next month.

My head's really going to burst. I don't know what to do first. My head is really occupied with all of these things, and yet I still have to get enough sleep. I almost got sick because of lack of rest and sleep. I know I cannot just sleep without doing any of these projects because I would just waste my time if ever.

BTW, next week is 'Love Letters' ' week (i think). I'm scared I might get a 'love letter' because of English. It's really hard. I mean, our teacher is making it more difficult with all of her complicated sentences. *sighs* I might fail!

Enough of the 'schoolwork report'. XD. I'll be posting stuff here (i hope) whenever I have the chance to. This is all for now. Bye~

Sayang but it's OKAY!!!~

Last Friday, September 3, 2010 -- Cards Out! When I saw my card, I was like, "Oh my..it's okay..XD" I really didn't get that bad grades, but I could do better than these grades! Well, I got 89 in both English and Chemistry. I got 92 in both Filipino and Math. I wasn't scolded, but I'll do better this 2nd Quarter. Sad to say, I didn't get honors T^T *dang point 5*, but it's okay! I'm still happy I didn't get lower than these grades :)

I just have to show my parents that I'm studying ;) I have to improve my study habits *how long have I been saying this?* Oh well, I'll try harder, study harder :) I won't stop trying until I get honors again..H3 is very okay with me *I'm always until there :) *

Try again. Study harder. Aim higher. Never give up.

My Head!

I just noticed this as the days went by; my head hurts every Chemistry class. Even before the teacher discusses the lesson, my head starts to hurt. I don't know why. Is it just because of the hot atmosphere inside the classroom, or my head just know that the subject is kinda confusing? It's just really hard because we have Math then recess then Chemistry. In Math, we talk about numbers. In Chemistry, we also talk about numbers. *sighs* I love Math, but I seriously find Chemistry boring. I like Biology more. At first the lessons are confusing, and when I understand them already, it's easy :) oxidation numbers, valence electrons, electronegativity and stuff :)

It's really fun dealing with numbers as long as I know what to do with them :)

My Birth Month is OVER~

So yeah, it's September :)
August was OVER as in O-V-E-R!!!..
My birth month is over now :(
It's September 2..XD..my grandmother's birthday (May she rest in Peace).
I'm really bored, so I posted this.
Sorry for posting a really useless post. XD.
Don't worry, next time I'll post a more useful post (or not).XDDD.
Til here, Bye~

Things had been said and done.

Perhaps, one of the most painful things had happened to us yesterday. If you think we took sides, okay, I'll admit I took one side. It's not because I just want to do it or because I hate you. It's because you also did something wrong, and I didn't like it when you told other people about it, and they think it was all our fault or what. We misunderstood you? I don't know what made you think that way, but all we know was WE'VE BEEN UNDERSTANDING YOU FOR SO LONG NOW. We can't say or do things that we want to say or do because WE ARE THINKING ABOUT HOW YOU'D FEEL. It wasn't our intention to be 'against you' but it turned out to be something like that. I know you won't believe me if I say that we weren't against you. We were just so tired. You said you've been understanding us for a million times. I'm sorry, but I don't know specifically when.

You were my first close friend when I moved to our school. It saddens me whenever I think about our memories together, but I'm happy because I found new friends because of you. If you think you're alone now, THINK TWICE. You just lost some members of your group, but not your friends. I'm still your friend, but don't expect me to act normally next week when we see each other.

Last night I was mad at you, but now I don't know if I'm still mad. All I know is that I'm still not ready to talk to you 'normally'. I might ignore you and I'll be sorry for that. You said that you've wasted your time, your tears and such, right? If you really did those things for us, you wouldn't think that you've wasted them.

The pain is still here. We all do feel that pain now. You know I also tried to save the CherriesZ. You are saying that you've shed more tears than us when we had problems. Let me tell you this now: IT'S NOT ABOUT HOW MANY LITERS OF TEARS YOU'VE SHED, IT'S ABOUT HOW YOU HANDLED EVERYTHING. Okay, crying is your way of letting everything out, but it won't solve anything.

CherriesZ:
It's not because I quit, I won't be your friend anymore. Well, if you don't consider me one now, it's really up to you. Aia is still alive. It's just that I'm not one of you anymore. You can still cry on my shoulder or talk to me when you need me. Besides, I'm still a JUMPer. I'll still be me (just without the label of being a Cherry).

Wee~

hey people..another post from one and only me..XDDDD..
wee~..am just bored..XDDDD..
yey! Araw ng Lahi tomorrow..
no class on Monday..XD..
forgive me...I'M JUST BORED...XD..
this boredom and post should come to an end..*for now*..XD..
Bye~

An Event That Changed EVERYTHING For Us

I think you all know what happened yesterday. The hostage dramat at the Quirino Grandstand made a great impact not just to us Filipinos but also to the world. A lot of people made bad comments about the Philippines. This has been the hottest topic at the moment. A lot of posts in the internet especially in the social networking sites like Facebook and Twitter. 'Quirino Grandstand', 'Rolando Mendoza', 'Filipinos', 'Philippine' and 'Hostage taker' were just some of the 'Trending Topics' on Twitter.

As a Filipino, I'm hurt whenever I hear or see those things posted on the net. I don't think that they should hate all of us because it's not all of us who made that mistake, but as the favorite teachers' saying, 'Mistake of one, mistake of all' they generalize all of us. We are not Rolando Mendoza. We weren't the ones who hostaged those people. It just so happened that we are also Filipinos.

When I first heard of the news, I told myself, "What a shame for Filipinos. How would other nations think about us?" I was a mad and a bit disappointed of what happened. I was a bit ashamed to be a Filipino, but then I realized it's wrong for me to say that. I'm still Filipino. I am a Filipino. No matter what I do, I'm still a Filipino. Now that most of the people think that we live in a dangerous nation, who would defend our country if all of us will turn our backs?

Instead of saying, "I want to go out of the country"; "I hate being Filipino" or "I'll change my nationality" *blahblah* why don't we just pray for everything to be okay *though it's really hard for things to be okay now*

I'm not criticizing those Filipinos who are ashamed of being Filipino or whatsoever, but I'm just voicing out what I think. We are entitled of our own opinions, and I do respect all of your opinions. Please do respect mine.

God will always be there for us. Maybe he has better plans for our country. Let's just continue to pray for his guidance.

Oh my Gosh...

Oh my gosh!!!
It's been 2 weeks since my birthday, and I totally forgot to post something about it, so...
Here I am right now..*trying to think what to post about it*
Well, I just thank God for giving me another year to live my life with my family, friends and everyone.
I really didn't have that 'bonggacious' party, but I just celebrated it with my family.
Unfortunately, it landed on our first day of exams T~T
I was a bit frustrated because it was the first time that my birthday landed on an exam day.
Anyhow, I still enjoyed it.
I was just 'bitin' because we just had half-day class that day, so I really didn't get to spend it with my friends.

I think this is all I'll post for my birthday.
BTW, I'm 15 *sooo?*
3 more years, and I'll be legal..XD
Until here..Bye~

Just blogging ^ ..^

. uhmm . uhmm .
*okay, fine I'll speak!*
I'm currently here at the library *specifically the internet section*
I was supposed to do my assignments, but I'm too lazy to do them .
Sorry for this stupid and nonsensical blog post .
I'm going to end this here, so BYE~

Intrams 2010 Pics :)

Intramurals 2010

Last August 19-20 we had our Intramurals. We had our Cheerdance first thing in the morning. We were the last performers, so we waited for almost an hour. When we had our turn, we promised ourselves that we'd do our very best; and we would shout until we lose our voices (for the cheers). After the Cheerdance, we had the different sports. Since Joanne and Shaira are joining volleyball, we watched their game. We (especially me) shouted as if there's no tomorrow (of course to cheer.XD). Until the next day we were still shouting and cheering for our beloved Juniors. Sad to say, we didn't beat the Seniors in the Class Spirit Award (duh..Seniors always win that). Overall, we were in 2nd place.

Though we didn't emerge as the champions, we enjoyed the 2 days of fun. Here is the link of our Cheerdance: (tnx LJ for sharing the link with me)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4oqAelaaMck

Looooooong time Noooooooo post!

hey, people!!!! sorry for not posting..i was just really busy, and i got a little lazy to post..XD..weeh..a lot of things have happened in the past few weeks..XD..my birthday, our Intrams..some silly misunderstandings..XD..i'll have to tell you all about them in my next posts..for now, i have to go because my mom might get mad at me..XDDD..

i'll post tomorrow!!!!!!

bye~

MAiS!!!

am here again :) sorry for the disturbance...XD...am just so hyper..XD..because of that i got a new name...and that is MAIS..XD..it was given to me by Shaira..XD..idk why, but i love it...XD...inabno naman ni akon..XD..hyper lng gd b..

it's really a record for me cause i wasn't annoyed while Shaira was teasing me..XD..abnormal gd q subong ia..XD..and yeah..this will be my last post before i go back to Bacolod..maybe i can post something later, but i doubt it since i have to study for my 2 LTs tomorrow..XDDD..i so love this day..XD..

sorry for this nonsense post..i just wanted to post..anyway..it's my blog..right???..it's just up to you if you'll read this..indi ko man kamu ia piliton..XD..

so..yeah..this'll end here...bye~

not-so saved by the bell!

so yeah..i'm back for another "school-ish" post..here's my story..

last week we were assigned to report on agencies/organizations involved in mental illness..the teacher had to draw lots..i wasn't picked, so the teacher said that we need to report this week..we were asked to bring/present some visuals (e.g powerpoint presentation and pictures)..i prepared some pictures for my report, and i also made a powerpoint presentation for it..i waited patiently for my name to be called..my seatmate and i talked about how unlucky we were because our names were not yet called..a lot of reporters had reported, but still our names weren't called..it was 10 minutes before the end of our period..my name was called..the teacher told me to prepare..somehow i felt relieved because i will be reporting in a while..one of my classmates was still reporting, so i waited for her to finish..just as she was done with her report, the music played *5 minutes before the end of the period, music is being played over the PA to signal the end of the period* the teacher said that i was saved by the bell, but i was like, "wth???my name was called na gni..then nagbell pa..???"

okay, so i wasn't able to report..although i didn't get zero because the teacher won't include that in computing my grades..XD..but i felt like my efforts were put to waste..:(

this is all for now..i really have to go na gd ia..XD..bye..XD

am I...*oh crap..not again*

hey people!..yeah i'm here again..XD..i got bored doing my computer project, so i decided to post something here..XD..did you ever feel like you're longing to see someone who doesn't even know you?..at first i thought it's just some kind of obsession and stuff, but i think it's L-O-V-E..*read it..XD*..i don't know how, but i just think i'm in L-O-V-E..*awww* i'm so pathetic..:( i know it's near to impossible..i just can't hide it..rather i just can't deny it..I LOVE HIM!..i hate thinking that he could never be mine nor i could never see him..i just wish he knows there someone out here in this part of the globe who loves him..XD..*cheesy???XD*..i'm not supposed to talk about L-O-V-E, but let's face it..i love this dude..XD..i haven't seen him in person nor talk to him, but i know i'm feeling something for him..it's not about fan girling and stuff *though it started from that*..i love him! *period..i mean exclamation point..XD*..feeler xqn noh???..XD..bay.i nlng q ah..sala q na kung luyag q xia??? i think it's not my fault when i fell in love with him..i might find other dudes out there, but i know i'll always go back to him..XD..*i always do*

it's time for me to end this L-O-V-E post..you might be wondering why i can't type that word directly..i don't know either..XD..i just feel like spelling it..XD..okay..i have to review for my LT tomorrow..XD..bye for now..XD

Club Time :)

I really LOVE Club Time :) Not only because we get to do some activities, but also because all my friends are my clubmates.XD. We are always very noisy during club time :) Our club activities are on Thursdays after our last subject in the afternoon.

So I'm going to tell you about what happened today during our club meeting. So, we went to the library to research about our project (The festivals in Mindanao..namely in GenSan). We went inside the internet room and researched about those festivals. Our moderator CLEARLY instructed us NOT to open our Facebook, Twitter, etc. At first, we obeyed that rule. After I finished saving my research in my Flash Drive, I went to FB and opened my account. We searched some people (don't ask who).

After a while, Joanne inserted her Flash Drive on Liezl's computer. Then they opened the folders that contained HSJ's pictures. On the other hand, Sabrina, who was using the other computer, was browsing for Yuto's pictures. Jill and I would go from one computer to the other in order for us to view the pictures. We were really finding their pictures really cute. Every time a picture is viewed, we would say, "cuuuute..." or "oh my gosh.." or "he looks ugly there.." and etc.

The ending? We ended up being noisy at the internet room. People didn't mind us at all since we were known to be sooo noisy..XD.. My story ends here. Hoping for another fun-filled Club Time :) Bye~

Enjoying the UNenjoyable Subjects :)

Tips for students like me who don't enjoy a certain subject/subjects: Doodle..doodle..doodle..if this doesn't work, do what we did for us to enjoy such subjects :)

Since the first day of our meeting, we really didn't like our teachers for World History and C.L.E. We just think they aren't that good in teaching and they're ENGLISH GRAMMAR really suck..(no offense). Every recess or lunch time, my friends and I would always talk about them and how their grammar suck. During our discussions, they would always make grammatical errors. My classmates and I would just look at each other, sharing some "what-the-hell-was-that" look. After classes, we would laugh at their mistakes.

Wednesday (World History class), my classmate told me, "Ar, let's tally her wrong grammars." Since she saw me listing the grammatical errors of our C.L.E. teacher. I agreed to what she said. We did what we had agreed to do. All through out the class, we were tallying and listing her grammatical errors. At the end of the period, we had tallied 50 grammatical errors. *she even broke the record of our C.L.E. teacher who got 24 grammatical errors last Friday)*

My classmates were reading their grammatical errors, and we can't stop laughing about it. We used to hate those subjects, but now we LOVE them. Thanks to our new past-time..XDD.

I'm not telling you to make fun of your teachers. Make sure you won't get caught. I know this is wrong, but what can we do? This is a "NORMAL" thing for students to do..XD..especially when we don't like the teachers :)

NOTE:
I didn't name names to avoid being caught :) and also to hide their identities [~duh~] :) If you know any of them, just keep it to yourself :)

Dustpan :|

Thursday..
we were asked to bring some materials for our Manualia [Friday]
if all of us in a group can bring all the materials, we'll all get 30 points in Chemistry..
i was tasked to bring a dustpan..
when i went to school last Thursday..
[damn] i forgot to bring the dustpan..
i ran from the high school building up to the guard house to call our house..
unfortunately, our phone was broken that time..
i gave up dialing..
i told my groupmates that i forgot to bring, but I'LL DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT..
of course, i won't let my groupmates to get nothing just because of me..
i asked my seatmate who was my groupmate to help me get the dustpan from our cabinet..
luckily, she helped me..
after the first subject in the morning, she got the dustpan from the cabinet..
the dustpan had some white spots...
maybe the chalk dust and everything..
my classmate helped me clean it..
i was very worried because i don't want my groupmates to blame me for getting 0..
then i put plastic on the "pan"..

our Chemistry came..
the teacher checked the materials..
i can see my groupmates looking at me with relieved faces..
i'm also relieved because i got through that..

every time i see a dustpan, i'm scared..
that feeling when i was running just to call for that [damn] dustpan..was the worst..

so i'll end this post before i become so scared of the dustpan..
bye~

:(

i don't feel like smiling today..
i'm not in the hyper mode i used to be this past few days..
i want to go out somewhere, but i can't..
my mom is always mad at us..
i can't buy ballpens..[u might LOL at this, but it's true]
i'm still traumatized because of the dustpan..[i'll tell you later why]
Joanne's not online..
i just want someone to talk to..
and there's something bothering me..
i can't tell you what, but God knows..[duh~]

i just want to post this so that there's something new in my blog..
i'm just bored..
haiiizt..
i'm near to the level of being hypo..

bye for now~

Reeyootahroh Mohreemohtoh!!!!!!!!!!!!!< 3

oh my gee <333
we are *coughs* back *coughs* together!!!!!!!!!
just say that i'm a feeler, but XDDDD
all Ryu fans are like this :)
i can just stare at him for the rest of my life...
woot woot!!!!!!!
he's the apple of my eye...
XDDD..
what else should i say..???
oh..in just a month and 3 days i'll be as old as him :)
<333
i wanna be 15 now..as in now..XD
sorry for the HYPERness ;)
i'm just hyper :)
that's all thank you..XD

bye~

i am soooo back!!!!

it's been a week or 2 since i've posted stuff here :)
well, i just posted because i'm hyper :)))
you might wonder why my title is like that..
it's not because i'm back here, but because i'm back to the JUMP world.
yes, I AM BACK!!!!
not because i've gone KPop, (i didn't really like them that much..except their songs :)
it's just that the past few weeks/months, i was neither KPop nor JPop.
i dunno why, but i just felt like that before.
since JUMP No.1 is now out, i'm sooo back to the JUMP world.
and of course speaking of JUMP, i'm sooo back with my Reeyootahroh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<333333..
waaah...
i'm just sooo hyper since Klowie and Joanne just left a while ago.
wahahahaha...
the korean dude looked at them :))))
just imagine speaking in japanese while talking to a korean...XDDDD

i'mma post some random things here ;)
be back whenever!
bye~

Oh..I'm bored ;)

oh yeah..i'm here.
guess what?
i'm bored!
no one's online..
i don't have load..
my cousin's not yet replying and reloading me :(
i need someone to talk to..
twitter's being stupid again..
'something technically wrong' again..
grrr.. >.<
my gosh..
i'm really bored..
i wanna eat..!
lunch will be served in a while..
need to abstain from thinking about food :)
oh i'm bored :)
oh so bored :)
btw..
if you guys have twitter and if you LOVE JamLi (James Reid and Ann Li)
please do put #jamli on your tweets to make it a trending topic..
i'm just helping the Poppers out there!!!XD
this is all for now..
i'll be back later..for more 'boredom' posts :)

bye~

Long Time NO Post!

hey, hey People~
long time no post!
i was just too busy and lazy to blog here, so I wasn't able to post here..
school was tiring, yet fun!
just had our first club meeting last Thursday!
all the members of CherriesZ are in one club!*yippee*

yesterday, we had a half-day class because of the PTA assembly..
had a very long phone conversation with Klowie *3-9 PM*
it was really fun talking to her about random things!

tonight is the PBB UNITE AT THE BIG NIGHT!
I'm gonna watch it!
with or without my mom!*lol*

I shall end this post now!
my brain's not working well..XD
bye~

Too Much is BAD!

I'm here again!
Trying to let out all the things I wanted to say.
As what the title says, "Too Much is Bad" [do you agree with me?].
Too much of everything is not healthy.

Okay, I'll go straight to the point.
Too much fan girling is bad!
[this is my own opinion!]
I'm not saying that one should stop doing it, but what I'm trying to point out is just to put limit to everything. [my grammar sucks here. just don't mind it]
I understand how it is to be a fan girl because I was once a fan girl.
I know how it feels when you see or read something about your favorite artists/bands, but let me just clarify again; LIMIT!

I just feel that it's annoying on how you talk about the same people EVERYDAY!
I mean, can we talk of other things that everyone can understand?
Sorry to say this, but natak-an na gid ko ya nga kada adlaw balik-balik lng gna-istoryahan niyo!
I understand that you can't erase fan girling in your system forever, but please just limit it.
It's not just because you sound like stalkers, but because you're staying up late just to watch this and that; staying up late to look for news about them, etc.

I admit, I was once a fan girl.
I understand how you feel.
I know how it means to you.
But please,
JUST LIMIT!

JUST BALANCE EVERYTHING!

I think I should end this post.
I've said enough!

For those who will read this, THE THINGS I WROTE IN THIS POST WERE PURELY MY OPINION!
If you didn't like what I wrote/said here, kindly tell me.
I wish not to offend anybody here; but if I do, I'm sorry!

THANK YOU!

First Week of School!!!

Hello, everyone!
I'm back after a week or so.
I wasn't able to post here because I always don't know what to post here :)
I won't make this long, so I'll start what I have to say.

Last Tuesday was our first day in school.
I was really excited, so I woke up early and went to school at 6:45 AM.
To my surprise, the high school building was so noisy and so crowded.
I looked for my friends then I looked for the list of our names, for me to know what section I belong.
When I found my name, I went to look for my classroom.
Some of my batchmates said that it's on the second floor, so I went there.
I looked for a seat, placed my bag and looked for my friends.
They were not at the same floor, so I asked some of our batchmates.
They said that they were downstairs.
I went down and looked for them.
I asked another batchmate, and she said they are upstairs.
I was really confused on where to go, so I went up again.
They weren't there.
I went down again.
Finally, I found them in one corner.
When they saw me, they shouted, and I also shouted..XD
We kept on talking to each other.
I almost lose my voice because we kept on shouting.

I really missed my CherriesZ!
Too bad we are not all classmates.
Mai and I are in one section, Haru and Yuna in another, and Yuki, Yuu and Ayumi in the other.
Well, at least I'm not alone.

The first week of school was quite busy since we already got tons of assignments plus the teachers are quite demanding [especially our adviser].
I know we can do this.
I can do this!
I'm really hoping for the best.

Until next post!
Bye~

June starts..

~i just realized that it's June 01, 2010 [which means we only have 1 more week of vacation]~
~this summer was one of the unforgettable summers of my life~
~it's my first summer as a member of CherriesZ~
~the first ever summer that i felt really sad leaving school~
~first summer where i met new friends [on Facebook and texting world]~


~sorry for this very short post~
~i just can't think of other words to type~
~i'm a bit blank today [and i don't know why]~

i'M Back!!!!!

wew!!!
been veeeeery busy this past week.
but i'm here to post again.
i'm not gonna narrate what happened to me [maybe on the next post]
i just wanna tell you that i'm soooo hungry.
i got sick yesterday.
now i've got tonsillitis.
hope i'll be fine
texting world is sooo quiet.
people don't have load [i guess]
no one's ol..
XDDD

i won't make this long anymore because my brother is making his way to the kitchen, and i have to prepare the food for our early lunch.
bye for now..

What the Hell??!!??

what does he think he's doing?
he's such a LOSER!!!
anong tingin niya sa amin?
TANGA????
how dare you do this to her?
now i'm really mad.
i hate you!!!
i always did and always will!

from the start, i never trusted you.
and now i proved that i was right.
WE were right about you.

i don't want to make this any longer.
i'll be ending this post by saying, "GO TO HELL"

My Phone's Back!!!!!!!

yey!
my phone's back!!!!
last night, my mom gave it back to me!!!

for those who missed me in the texting world, go text me now!
unli na q..XD

What if I'll say Goodbye too?

i've always been thinking about this for a while already.
what if i'll say goodbye to ____________.
like Klowie, i'm also confused.
last time i've been thinking of deleting of all the things related to _____________, but i can't.
i still can't, but i want to.
i don't know what to do.
i'm also confused.
maybe if i'll forget them, i'll be more focused to other things.
i can concentrate more on my studies.

aaaaahhhh.
i wanna shout.
i'm so confused.
it seems that i can't let them go.
haiiizt.
bahala na ah.

In times of confusion...

since yesterday, I wasn't feeling good about what's happening.
it's been 2 weeks [i think] that I haven't listened to any JPop song.
I was just listening to English and Korean songs.

today, I went back to my past addiction, HM and HSM [1, 2 & 3] songs.
those songs really made me feel better, and I felt that I was back to my old self.
i kept on listening to them over and over again.
i never got bored of them.
they never fail to make me smile.
i remembered some memories while listening to those songs.
[i also got to sing along with it :]

these are the songs which i listened today:
HANNAH MONTANA: THE MOVIE
1. The Climb
2. Hoedown Throwdown
3. Don't Walk Away
4. The Best of Both Worlds
5. Crazier

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL
1. Start of Something New
2. What I've Been Looking For
3. Breaking Free
4. We're All in this Together

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2
1. What Time is It?
2. You are the Music in Me
3. Gotta Go My Own Way
4. Everyday
5. All For One

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3
1. Now or Never
2. Right Here, Right Now
3. Just Wanna Be With You
4. Can I have This Dance?
5. Walk Away
6. Scream
7. High School Musical

these songs were the ones who made me feel better.

Park Yun Hwa!!!!!!!

The first time I saw this guy, I really found him so cute.
His voice is really soothing to the ears.
When I heard that he'll be leaving his group T-Max, I really got sad about it.
Being the youngest member of the group makes him really cute [for me].
Now that he's no longer part of the group, I think it would really make a difference.
I'll miss hearing his sweet voice on their songs.
For me, I still like him even if he's not in the group.

I wasn't really that fond of him, but this afternoon Klowie showed me some of their pics [T-Max] and his pics.
It really made me go crazy about him again and also to the group.
[since Klowie is also in love with its other member, Kim Joon]
I'm really happy that they're coming back, but the fact that Yun Hwa won't be with them anymore makes me a little sad and disappointed.
But it doesn't mean that I won't support them anymore.
I'll still support them especially the new members [they're kinda cute too :]

I'll look forward to a better T-Max, but I'd still want Yun Hwa to come back :[

i miss someone!!!!

i'm missing someone right now.
it's been 2 years since i last saw him.
awww...i miss him.
if only my cellphone wasn't confiscated, i would've texted him.
i really wanted to see him next week, but since he can't text me when and how we'll meet, we can't go.
i really wanted to talk to him.

haiiizt..
miss you, best!

3 consecutive nights of weird dreams :|

for 3 consecutive nights, i had weird dreams.
unexpected people are in my dreams.
the situations i'm in are really weird.

First Dream [thursday night]
1st part:
i was at the classroom with my classmates [st. catherine].
we were having our practical exam/test with our Music teacher.
then i fell asleep [or something i don't understand].
when i woke up, no one was there.
i went back to the classroom, there was none.
[in my dream, i also dreamed]

2nd part:
[the place was different. it was the Grade 6 classroom in my old school]
some of the CherriesZ were there [Liezl, Sab and Klowie] and also my old classmates.
i was first at the CR [i'm not sure if it was in the CR] then my friends surprised me because it was my birthday [?].
i was surprised then someone went out holding a bouquet of flowers.
it was Yuto Nakajima.
he greeted me and gave me the flowers then he said, "love you" [sana si Morimoto na lng yun]
i really forgot how i reacted at that.
we went inside the classroom and ate.
Yuto and i were talking and stuff.
i saw Sabrina sitting at the side [she's quiet, staring blankly at the floor].
then Yuto fell down and something [food] spilled on his shirt.
i, Liezl and the others came to him.
[i forgot the things that happened there]
[after a while..in my dream, the face changes. sometimes it will be Yuto then it will become my classmate]
[i'm confused with that dream]

END of the FIRST DREAM


Second Dream [friday night]
[this one is one of the weirdest]
1st part:
i was with my family.
we went somewhere.
we rode on a boat then we were like passing through a lake [it's not really clear].
it's like my mom was in the other side, my brother was in the other, and i was at the other.
i was sitting beside a teenage girl [maybe just 3-4 years older than me].
[i kinda forgot what else happened, so i'll skip]
we were about to come back to the "port."
something happened [the boat was shaking].
i felt something sharp on my foot.
then i saw a wound; it was bleeding.
i didn't mind it because i was going to check my mom and my brother.
then i saw the girl beside me [i don't know what happened to her].
she was like asking for help then she looked for her brother.
she was saying his name.
[i won't say the name]
[i realized that the name of the brother was the name of my textmate]
then a small kid went there and said that it was his sister.
[i got disappointed because it was a different guy who appeared in my dream :) ]

2nd part:
[it's like my mom and brother didn't care for me at that time]
we arrived at the "port."
my dad was there then i went to him.
[we rode on something, but i don't know what it is]
then i showed him my wound.
[there was no blood, just the scar]
[i forgot what happened next, so i'll end this dream here :]

END of SECOND DREAM


Third Dream [saturday night]
[it's kinda funny]
it was elections day.
i was waiting at the precinct.
my friend and his sister were there too.
we went in together.
when we were voting, they took out their sample ballot.
[i'm just so unprepared in that dream that i don't know who to vote :]
my friend was the first one to finish voting, but he didn't go out nor gave his ballot.
i was asking him who to vote.
on the other hand, his sister who was beside me, was sharing her sample ballot to her friend also.
[it was just like taking a test, and the teacher is not inside the classroom :]
we were really noisy that time, but no one scolded us.
i looked at the sample ballot my friend gave me, but i don't understand a thing.
i was really so slow in voting that it took me a long time.
he waited for me and told me who to vote or what to do.
[it's kinda funny how we were so noisy, yet no one got mad]

END of THIRD DREAM

.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..

there you have it.
these are my dreams for the past 3 nights.
last night, i got no dream.
these dreams were really weird.
i'm still hoping for better dreams for the nights to come.
and i hope that the people i want to come out will come out.
this is all for now.
byee~

hope no one's missing in action!!!

well, today is a special day for one of my friends.
i can't tell you what occasion it is, but i'm sure it's special for her.
but since yesterday, someone is missing in action.
i hope that person isn't missing in action today.

if that person is missing then my friend will really be sad :(

patay talaga siya pag di xa nagparamdam sa kaibigan ko.
hindi naman ako ang magagalit kung hindi ang kaibigan ko.
sa tingin ko naman hindi niya makakalimutan ang araw na ito.

i know this is the exact date.
they are not wrong in making this date as a special day.

ay ambot na lang gd ah.
tani lng gd matext siya or matawag.

kabalo ko nga nagsige na lng to ug huwat ang usa.
luoya pud kung dili siya makatawag niya o makatext man lng.

hmm..
sorry guys, can't tell you what this post is really all about.
it must be kept as a secret :D

Kinda excited for tonight!!!

it's my uncle's birthday today.
my mom said that we'll be having dinner at their house tonight which means, i'll get to see my cousins again!
i'm quite excited seeing them again.
it's been a while since i saw them.
i think we're gonna have fun later.

Went out yesterday!!!

yesterday, my mom's high school classmate [together with his family] went to our house.
they came from Qatar.
their visit was really unexpected since they just called my mom minutes before they came.
they arrived at around 1:30 pm.
they were chitchatting [parents and my mom] while their children were playing around.
i was just sitting with them; listening and and just staring anywhere since i can't join them.
at around 2:00-2:30pm, my mom decided to go elsewhere with them.
she asked me if i want to go with them.
since i'm so bored, and my brother's not at home, i decided to go.

first, we went to Sagay City Garden.
we had some picture taking there.
i was breathing the fresh air and looking at the flowers [some of them are wilted because of the heat of the sun and lack of rainfall].
their children were playing, running around, taking pictures, etc.

after a while, i got sleepy while i was listening to my iPod.
the air is really nice, and it made me wanna lie down and sleep.
there was no place for me to sleep or lie down, so i just sat there.

second, we went to my mom's friend's house to pick her up.
she then joined us.
we went to Old Sagay where we visited the Museo sang Bata sa Negros.
we had picture takings there.
i was exploring some things there like the coral reefs, shells, fish, and other native materials.
there was a room full of toys [teddy bears, dolls, etc].
i even saw some stuffed toys like mine.
then we went to the room where we can see the equipments used by some native Filipinos.
there was a boxlike structure full of "bakya" or wooden sandals.
i tried to wear them, and i almost tripped.
it was harder to wear bakya than high-heeled sandals.

after we left Old Sagay, we bought some food and went back again to the garden.
we ate there.
my mom and her friends were talking.
i was kinda joining in their talk that time.

dinner came.
we ate at a nearby restaurant [which is owned by my former classmate's family].
i got to watch PBA on their TV [good thing my mom told the guy to change the channel].

after dinner, we went to our public plaza.
we picked up my brother who was at the tennis court.
my mom and their classmates were talking about their past and their other classmates/batchmates.
it was really funny listening to them.
my brother and i were just laughing.
then we decided to stroll around and climbed up the train [there is an old train in our park].
i was scared to climb up since i'm not good at it.
i tried to climb, but i wasn't able to come up and sit there like my brother.
after climbing up, we went back to where my mom is.

talking, laughing, and stuff.
until we went home at around 9:30 pm.

that was my afternoon/evening activities yesterday.
that was tiring, but i had fun.

I'm back again!!

after a week of not posting in my blog, i'm finally back!!!
i was just so lazy to post something here, so went on hiatus mode for a while.
i really have nothing to do here today, so here i am..XD
i really wanna go out somewhere where there is fresh air and nice view [dreamland perhaps..XD].

the scorching heat of the sun prevents me from going out.
whenever i go outside, i feel like i'm being roasted [exaggerated, ne?]

maybe i'll be posting some nonsense posts for this day since i've got nothing to do.
i think this post will end here.
byee~

Classes are approaching :)

... it's less than a month till the classes start ...
... i'm quite excited because i'm gonna see my friends again, but i don't want to meet the teachers ...
... other students say that teachers in 3rd and 4th years are strict ...
... i just hope we'll have a great Junior year ...

... i'm so excited to talk, laugh and be noisy again with the CherriesZ ...
... see you soon, guys ...

Happy Mother's Day!!!

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers in the world especially to my mom!

I may not be the best daughter, but I'm good y'know!
XD..

I love you!!!!

Happy BIRTHDAY YAMADA RYOSUKE!!!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY YAMADA!!!
GOD BLESS!

My Phone :((

Last night, [May 7, 2010] my mom confiscated my cellphone. I stayed up late while texting and watching television. My mom told me to sleep because it's late, but I said I'll still watch television. I was also texting my friends because we had some conflicts, and I want us to be okay before we sleep. Near midnight, my mom went out of the room. She saw me watching television. Although I wasn't holding my phone, she was very mad and took my phone.

I wasn't really expecting that to happen. I know she warned me about her confiscation of my phone, but I thought she would understand it. She didn't know that I had to settle things first.

I was really blank last night, so when she took my phone, I just went to the room and tried to sleep. I was just listening to my iPod, but I wasn't able to sleep. At around 2AM, I fell asleep.

It was my first time to have my phone confiscated. It was really boring since I can't go online because the internet connection failed. Good thing Sab called me and we talked about what happened last night, and we settled things that happened to us.

I just realized that having my phone confiscated is a good thing. I can have time for other stuff rather than just texting. I can also save money from not buying load. It's a month before classes start. I know I can do this. Living my summer life without my phone. I can do this! Good luck to me :)

... am bored ...

... waaahhh ...
... i'm bored now ...
... la lng ...
... post lng q di ah ...
... feel q lng pra may unod man di blog q ...
... am sleepy but don't want to sleep ...
... past 2 naman q bi nagsleep last night (i mean this morning) ...
... haiiizt ...
... la naman b ol ...
... t ako nlng di isa ...
... k na ah ...
my post ends here ...
... bored lng poh ...
... pasensya ...

... bye~ ...

Vote Wisely!!!

... less than a week before the National and Local Elections ...
... I posted this because I just want to tell everyone that every vote counts ...
... since I can't vote, I'm asking every registered voter to vote wisely ...
... let us choose a good leader to lead this country ...
... we wouldn't want to have another 6 years of suffering ...
... we should think on who to vote ...
... our future and the future of our country depends on this election ...

... let us not waste our vote ...
... let us do our job as Filipinos ...
... let's unite ...

MABUHAY ANG PILIPINAS!!!

Worried Much..:/

... here I am again ...
... worried about everything that's happening ...
... I know it's none of my freakin' business, but I can't help myself and mind about them ...
... I know they have their own decisions, and I don't want to decide for them ...
... I'm just so worried ...
... this isn't right ...
... for me, it's a waste of time ...
... you know what I'm talking about ...
... we're still young ...
... we can have a bunch of them when we get older ...
... I just hope you won't regret everything ...
... I can't do anything about it anymore since you've decide about it ...
... haizt ...

TO EVERYONE OUT THERE:
... use your freakin' heads and not your foolish hearts ...
... because most of the time our hearts lead us the wrong way ...

... byee~ ...

Finding Myself :)

This past few days, I've been changing moods.
At first I'm happy then I'll be sad.
I don't understand myself anymore.
I'm always having mood swings.
Sometimes I'm just really pissed off with everything around me.
Why can't I be happy all the time?
Why do I have to be like this?
I'm not the only one affected here; my friends are also affected.
Just like last Thursday night.
*sighs* I just don't know who I am anymore.
Am I still the same me?
What's happening to me?
I don't want to be like this anymore.
I hate being like this.
I can't avoid being like this because it just happens.
I just feel it attacking me.

I just feel like crying, or talking to someone.
I suddenly felt like I want to hug someone and cry so hard on his/her shoulders.

Sometimes, I just don't know who I really am.

I WANNA CRY!!!

BIPOLAR ATTACK~

.. am not feeling good today ..
.. i feel like i wanna cry ..
.. urgh ..
.. don't know what to do ..
.. i need someone to talk to ..
.. klowie is not yet online, and i bet she's feeling the same way too ..
.. sab also has her own problems ..
.. i think shaira's mad at me ..
.. just received a message from joanne that she is also having her bipolar attack ..
.. lj's not texting too ..
.. haizt ..
.. saan na lng ako lulugar ngayon? ..
.. just texted my best friend ..
.. hope he'll reply ..
.. i feel so alone and misplaced ..
.. where do i belong? ..
.. i just don't know now ..

Unforgettable Moments with my CherriesZ

For the whole school year I was with my CherriesZ, and I really miss those times together.
I'll have to check my memory meter and try to list down some moments with them.
Good luck to me!

1. Jill will always accept any food that Liezl will give her. TAKE NOTE: ANY!
2. I'm always the last one to finish eating during lunch, and Shaira's lines are: "May mas hinay pa cmu magkaon? Wala na!"
3. When I gave them chocolates, Jill's line was: "Butangan ko naman ni "from: Arianne, to: Jill...ipafreeze ko ni siya for 4 days."
4. When Jill and I took Liezl's brush and tried to act that we want to borrow it. We ended up hiding in the cubicle just to laugh.
5. When Klowie had to pass her journal to Ms. Bula, and Jill barred her on the corridor and said, "Miss, stop in the name of Love."
6. When Sabrina asks Ms. Dimzon if she knows Yuto, and Ms. Dimzon said yes. She kept on asking her everyday.
7. When Joanne always asks for my food during lunch.
8. When Joanne and I traded our food :)
9. When we inspect all the tables in the Lanai just to check the vandals.
10. When Jill sees something and get it.

My head is not really working.
I'll post other moments next time.
These are all for now.
Bye~

Things that I miss in School!!!!

I MISS SCHOOL!!!
I remembered once what I read (i forgot where i read it)
"School is when you long for summer, and summer is when we long for school"
Haiizt!
When there was school, I really hate it; but now, I want it back!!!

And so I listed the things that I would miss:

I will miss...

1. Waking up at 5:30 or 6 am and preparing everything in my bag in a rush :)
2. Wearing my uniform and I.D. XDDD
3. My all green stuff (backpack, plastic folder, lunch bag, water jug)
4. My classroom.
5. The first period subject--BIOLOGY!
6. Ms. Dimzon's "Benedicite"
7. Ms. Dimzon's corny jokes.
8. Ms. Dimzon's daily and weekly tests.
9. Flo at Lau discussions.
10. Ms. LP's nicknames to our classmates.
11. Ms. LP's shortcuts of names.
12. Ms. Reston's powerpoint presentations.
13. Ms. Reston's M.I.
14. Ms. Gatoc's plus points.
15. Ms. Gatoc's easy quizzes.
16. Mrs. Garay's "chafing dishes."
17. Mrs. Garay's stories.
18. Ms. Bula's complicated questions.
19. Ms. Bula's journal entries.
20. Eating in the cooking lab.
21. Talking at the Lanai while the others are cooking :)
22. Mrs. Quilantang's inspirational stories and informative information.
23. Mrs. Alarcon's Math formulas.
24. The green benches where we used to sit.
25. The missing trashcans.
26. Chesca's misspelled words.
27. Jennica's hair that I used to play with when I'm bored during the discussion.
28. Jay-Ann, Christine A., Jennica, Aleeza and Christia's asking of paper (every kind of paper).
29. Daye's sleeping session during discussion.
30. Anna's answers during English, Biology and CLE classes.
31. Irene's smiling face while answering the teachers' questions.
32. Aleeza's doodling on her seat using Elmer's glue.
33. Rose's brilliant answers to every question.
34. Bea's howling during Filipino class.
35. Nicole J.'s hand gestures when answering or explaining something in the class.
36. Ynna and Camille's sentences about Sushy.
37. Sushy's reaction when she hears her name in a sentence that her friends made.
38. Natalie, Chiara, Aleeza and Thea's designs for the bulletin board.
39. Angelique's smile when Ms. Bula calls her "45."
40. Franie and Leezo's song adaptations for M.I.
41. Danna's passing of small papers just to ask me something.
42. Jouise Cyl's asking if Shannin could ask or borrow something.
43. Shannin's reaction when I tell her she can ask or borrow something from me.
44. Dawn's male voice when she sang "Hawak Kamay" for our musical play.
45. Kim and Yen-yen's convincing powers to stop having the Star Section next school year.
46. Megan and Ysa's high scores in Biology NAT review.
47. Janine and Angela M.'s playing with rulers during Culinary Arts discussion.
48. Irene, Rose, Miren, Rachel and Aina's beautiful presentations.
49. Pilica's giving out of Noynoy Aquino stuff.
50. Amandeep's complaints when she's called to answer a question.
51. Jennine's empty wish list during Christmas Party that made me think hard on what to give her.
52. Monica's miscounting of the absentees every morning.
53. Annette's cute smile when she knows the answer to the question.
54. Alec's borrowing of my colored pencils whenever she feels like drawing.
55. Kaye's doodle whenever we are discussing at the Bio Lab.
56. Sean's eyes when she smile.
57. Janica's "Congratulations" and falling of her eye glasses.
58. Patty's reaction when she's tired of answering things.
59. Angela P.'s loud voice that awakens everyone when she's talking.
60. CherriesZ' laugh trips.
61. Klowie's notebook full of Japanese words and their translations.
62. Sabrina's craving for something and ends up buying water.
63. Jill's appetite.
64. Liezl's Rubi-like hair.
65. Joanne's blending when I'm singing.
66. Shaira's laugh when she thinks I'm already "pikon" with her jokes.
67. The cat named "Bio."
68. The exam papers.
69. The tons of quiz or long test everyday.
70. The loud talking before the Morning Praise and Flag Ceremony started.

I've got a lot of things to miss about school especially my sophomore year.
I'll miss my section II-St. Catherine. I can't list everything here now, so I'll end it up here.
I hope you had a view of what kind of school year was 2009-2010 for me.
This is all for now.
Bye~

Thanks, Louis!

This is a picture edited by Louis Caritativo, sister of my friend, Sabrina.
I really appreciate it though you also like Ryu.
Thanks a bunch, Louis!
XD

A Miracle Happened Due To Boredom

Wew!
What a day!
This morning wasn't really boring.
It's really a miracle for me watching JDoramas.
I started watching Hidarime Tantei EYE and I finished it this morning.
Then I watched Sensei Wa Erai.
I really had so much fun watching them.
I really can't believe that I watched them.
Boredom resorted to these actions.
But now my eyes hurt.
I can't watch right now.
I'll have my break.
I'll watch again tomorrow.
XD
I think my morning until afternoon won't be as boring as the past few weeks as long as I'm watching them.

Till here for now.
Bye~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JILL~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JILL!!!!!
Stay happy and healthy on your birthday.
Stay the same though you're one year older now.
Happy birthday and God Bless!

New Story!!!

NEW STORY!!!!!
Yes! I've made a new story.
I know I haven't finished my two stories, but I made a new one.
The title is Jump then Fall.
I was listening to Taylor Swift's song when I was thinking of a title.
It has 5 characters only.
So, it's not that complicated like my other stories.
The characters are Aia, Ryutaro, Karam, Chinen and Riko.
The story is kinda weird, but I like it.
As of now, only Klowie is reading it.
I'm still in Chapter 2.
I'm planning of having 10 chapters only.
I promised myself that I won't drag this story anymore.
I'm thinking of posting it here or not.
I'm ashamed to post it here.
I'll still think about that.

This is all for now.
I hope I could finish the story within the month, so that I can continue my old stories.
I don't want to disappoint my friends.
Bye for now!

I've made my Decision

I've made my decision.
I've made up my mind.
I'm not saying "yes" to him.
I'll stick to being his best friend and nothing more.
This is not the right time for it.
I don't want to lie to my parents.
I'm not gonna break their trust.
I'm not gonna break the friendship.
I'll concentrate to my studies.
I'll be a good role model to my younger cousins/siblings.
I know this could wait.
If he could wait then it's good, but if not then it's okay.
For now, I just want to stay friends with him.
I'm not gonna say that I don't have feelings for him, but I just don't want any relationship.
I might hurt him, but I just have to do this for our own good.
I know this thing wouldn't do anything good at this point of time.
I hope things will get better after this decision.
For now, I haven't told him yet.
My decision is final.
I know I made the right decision.
The BEST decision.

I'm happy that I've learned how to control my feelings and fight the temptation.
It's hard, but I made it.
I'm happy with my family and friends.

Love or Friendship???

Last Friday was one of the i-was-happy-but-then-sad-and-scared-and-confused days of my life.
Now, it's Monday.
I'm so confused.
Since last Friday, I was really confused.
I don't know what to do.
Will I sacrifice the friendship for a new chapter?
Should I go for it though I know it would just ruin everything?
I don't want to hurt anyone.
I don't want my conscience to bother me every night when I go to sleep.
But somehow, I don't want to lose the one I love.
I still don't know what to do.
My friends tell me that if I really love him then I should go for it, but I don't want to lie.
They say that if I don't go for it, my heart won't let me sleep.
I'm now even more confused.
My heart and my mind are debating.
My values and my feelings are arguing.
What will I do?
What shall I do?
I don't want to rush everything.
I don't want things to happen when I'm not yet prepared.
I know the feeling is good, but the outcome might not be as good as it is.
I feel like I'm in the middle of Good and Bad.
Loving someone is not bad.
But loving at the wrong time sounds not good.
I want to make a final decision.
A decision that would benefit not just me, but also him.
A decision that is good not just for me, but for the both of us.

HELP!!!

Summer Fun

Hey people!
I'm back!
I missed posting here in my blog!
So, now I'm back from my vacation in Boracay.
I went there last Friday with my parents, brother, cousins, uncles, and aunt.
Going there was really tiring.
4-5 hours of traveling by land.
We just arrived at 12am this morning.
I slept at 1am and woke up at 7.
I really need to sleep some more, but it seems like no matter how tired I am, my eyes seemed to adjust to my school schedule (to wake up early).

I really had fun at Boracay.
I saw different people there.

I saw this guy (whom I found really cute) and called him "white polo dude" since he was wearing a white polo shirt that time.
I was walking with my cousin going to the room where we stay, and I happen to walk beside this guy.
I wasn't sure if he was a Korean or Japanese because I really didn't get the chance to look at him since he's just beside me, and it would be very awkward to stare at him.
And beside him was I think he's brother.
I called him "black polo dude" since he was wearing a black polo shirt.
He's also cute, but white polo dude is cuter.

I saw another guy who looks like Matt Evans, but is a Korean.
He was kinda cute.
But sad to say, he has a girlfriend.
He was with her when I saw him.

Indeed, I enjoyed my 3 days of vacation there.
Though it was tiring, it was worth it.

Happy Birthday DAIKI ARIOKA

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY DAIKI ARIOKA!!!!

RED TEAM WINS; blue team, try harder next time!

Wohoo!
Red team wins!
I'm just so happy because I'm one of the red team.
XD...we won all the games.
We're sorry, Blue Team.
Looks like we swept you off (just kidding...xD)

It was so much fun playing with my cousins.
I really burned a lot of fats (sweaty all over).
Though I've got body pain right now, it's still worth it.
Hahaha...I'll be posting the pics in Facebook..XD..

This is all for this post.
I really hope we're going to have this mini Olympics again next year.
XDDDDDD...

What should I do?

Right now, I'm in a situation where in I don't know what to do.
A lot of things had happened and will still happen.
Sometimes, I just don't know how to handle things anymore.
Someone would text me that she's not in a good mood; next thing I know, I'm also not in the good mood.
I know that a secret can ruin everything.
Everything including FRIENDSHIP.
But what can I do?
It's not my secret, but now I'm hiding it also.
Someone asked me not to tell anyone about it.
I don't want to lie by saying such things as "I don't know," but I really don't think I'm the right
person to tell them.
I don't have the right to spill things out.
I still don't get the reason why I can't say it, but I'm sure that it can start another conflict between us.
I just hope that if ever they would know this, they would understand why we have to do hide it.
Now, she's mad.
I can't blame her for that.
I don't want to break her trust.
So, I'm still not saying it.
Unless she gives me permission.
I just don't know maybe at this time, they already know.
I know that no secret can't be revealed.
Please understand.
I don't want our friendship to be broken because of a secret.
I know we promised that we should not hide any secret from each other, but please understand that some secrets are really meant to be hidden.
I know the right time will come and you'll know about this.
I know it's hard for you because you don't it, but it's harder for me.

I'm really sorry.
I hope you would understand me.

Family "Olympics"

Today is the day.
Yes, today!
We're going to have our own "olympics" organized by my brother.
This will be joined by my cousins from my mother's side.
We have two teams: RED and BLUE.
Well, I'm in the RED team, but I don't have any red t-shirt, so I
borrowed my mom's pink t-shirt. (it's hot pink-nearly red)
Right now, I'm waiting for my cousins to come here at our house.
The first game is Chess.
Well, I'm not joining (I dunno how to play it wisely)
This all for now.
I think I'm gonna busy for today, and I've got no other time to post this.
Bye~

My Stories in Line

Every night, I'm really thinking of updating my stories, but every time I'm
about to grab a pen and write, I feel so lazy.
Am I really that lazy, or I really just don't feel like writing?
I really hate it when I don't finish my stories.
Before the sophomore year ended, my friends told me to finish all
my stories during summer, so that when June comes, they can all read them.
I've got 2 stories in line and now I really want to write a new one.
I really don't know why, but every time I'm already writing my story,
new idea/plot of the story comes in, and I tell myself, "Why didn't I think of that?";
"I like it better than this one"; "Oh man, I'm already at the 3rd chapter of my story."
The next day when I go to school and tell my friends about my story,
they would eagerly read it and sometimes get carried away.
And I really thanked them for liking my stories
(even if sometimes I missed out some words, and they correct me).
I don't want to disappoint them by not finishing even just one story.
I remembered it when I told them that I won't continue my story because I'm lazy
to write it, and I don't want to drag it for too long (I'm a story dragger).
Their reactions were like, "NO!Please continue it. It's okay if you drag it. Just drag it";
and I was like, "O-kay, but I hate dragging the story; and I'm busy."
I stopped updating my story for like 1-2 months and one night, I just felt
like writing a continuation.
The next day, I let them read it and they were like, "Continue it. Continue it. Continue it."
And I was like, "Hey! Don't pressure me."

I really want to finish these stories so that I can start a new one (or two).
I'm just gonna rush the story (but not so rush).
I don't want it to reach a hundred chapters.XDD.

So I guess, I better get going.
I just need to brainstorm and WRITE!

GOOD LUCK TO ME~

Blog Reconstructed

Yey~ I just reconstructed my blog, or should I say, I updated it.
Most of the things in my blog are pink!
I added some stuff there.
I hope these stuff added color and life to my blog.
I've been thinking of updating this blog since last month, but I was
too lazy and impatient to do it.
And yesterday, I was really bored, so I decided to open my blog and update it.
I think my boredom had a good result.
A result that is really pleasing to my eyes. XDDD..

I really hope that you will all like this revision in my blog.
These additions of stuff won't stop here.
Maybe next time, I'll add/change some stuff here.
This is all for now.
Bye~

Random Poem I Made

As the summer breezes blow
I see you walk and go
How it breaks my heart
To see our dreams fall apart

I know I should let you go
While these tears just flow
I smile but deep inside it's bleeding
My heart keeps on hurting

This love has come to an end
I know this wounded heart will mend
You'll always be a part of me
In a special place in my heart, there you'll be

Today's Realizations

Today, I realized some random things:

1. Not all that flies have wings.

2. Not all knives in our kitchen are sharp.

3. Peanut butter will not really spread on your bread.

4. A lot of people hate brownouts.

5. NO ONLINE FRIENDS + NO ONE REPLIES (text) = BOREDOM

Sorry people~
I'm just really bored.
Got nothing to add in this blog.
I'll still thinking on what to add.
Now that someone is replying, I'm not so bored anymore, but if she stops texting me then I'll be bored again.
My brother and my cousin are just playing Pet Society in Facebook.
I'm lazy to open my Facebook or my Twitter.
xDDDDDDD.
I'm ending this post.
Bye~

Miss you all like crazy...:P

It's still the second week of summer, but I really miss you guys.
I know we've been chatting in YM and texting, but I still want to see you all.
It's not everyday that I would have the chance to chat with all of you.
That's why I all always have load, so that I could always text.
I also understand that not all of us have load :)).
And FYI, I have a lot of debt to my yaya.
But anyways, I'm looking forward to seeing you during the cards out on April 13.
If ever I won't be seeing you then I'll just wait until June 8 to see all of you.
Guys, I really missed you all.
Love you all.

Happy Birthday RYUTARO MORIMOTO

Happy birthday to Ryutaro Morimoto! May God Bless you and give you happiness not just in your birthday but to the rest of your life.

Having fun while they're mad...:D

I really don't know what came into my mind, but last Saturday, we tried to make one of enemies mad...
I just felt so good seeing her tweets and knowing that we're really getting into her nerves...XD
It may sound bad...(forgive us :P)...
We're just having fun...
Trying her patience...
Just trying if she would react to what we say...
And she did!
We were successful...XD...
And to think that we were like 6 or 7 who were tweeting against her (6/7 vs 1)
That was so hilarious...

Monday comes...
We were all talking about everything that happened that Saturday night...
We were sitting near them...
Trying to irritate them...
Hahahaha...
Don't get us wrong...
We were just having fun...
Like what they said, "It's fun having war."
They want war???We want fun!!!

Sorry if we were being mean...but sometimes it's really fun especially when your getting even with your enemies...
It's time to fight back...or rather defend ourselves...
That's life...
Sometimes, you just have to do what you're not used to just to survive...
In this case, I'm not used to having enemies especially in school, but I have to be mean...(sometimes) just to show them that they can't just step on me...

In the first place...we weren't the ones who started this...it's THEM...
But oh well, they won't accept it...
I really don't want to stay enemies with them forever...
But for now...we are enemies...
And even if they make friends with us, they can't bring back my trust...
because THEY BROKE IT!

Anyways...thanks for making the year exciting for all of us...
We will never forget this school year...